fairieslove

well in america i fink im a 6 an uk 3 or sumfink like dat, but my main probblem is my thighs yer WOW im a size 8 but wid my legs it looks like a 12 again. i used to b a 12 till i started eatin like once every 3days an yer it worked but now im startin to fit into my 10 jeans (this is autralian size by da way) thy used 2 fall down but i guess now since i fink i mite b pregnant thanks to my ex its kinda scarin me an im startin to not eat again coz i dnt want to end up like my mum an my big sister thy hav HUGE hips an NO bums it freaks me out. but i fink im guna wake up tomoro at prob 6:30 an go 4 a run, an i dnt like ranning coz of sumfink wrong wid my heart iv always had it since i was a lil girl.

iv been finkin bout goin on da apple an water diet. but to tell u dat truth i dnt hav a weighin scales an da last time i checked to see how much i wieghed i was lyk 55kilos but i kno iv gained alot of wait coz iv been eatin take away an i love mcdonalds i eat it like almost everyday, bt i wona b skinny 4 me coz im not comfortable da way i em now i dnt wear bikinis or anyfink dat shows 2 much of my thighs i hate it.

I just went an tried to puke like 5minutes ago but all i got was bloody spit, i guess its coz da only thing i had 2day was like chicken soap an dat was like 2hours ago i dunno, iv been skinny from not eatin at all bout 4months ago bt thn wen i was workin at toyworld i ended up datin my bosses son an we had take away lyk every night an i felt if i didnt get anyfink he wud think sumfink was goin on like as if i was starving myself, an i was lol.bt an i love it wen ur stomache rumbles its so cute an funny, but yer only my upper body got skinny like my colar bones wer pokin out an it looked good an my tummy was flat bt my hips an thighs are da last place to loose fat so yer. but im really really hopin to be skinny again i dnt care wat happens to me i just want to b skinny again.