Most everyone i’ve ever gotten close to has, for some reason, left me quite quickly. I’m so tired of having to deal with the hearbreak of an emotional relationship, so i keep everyone at a distance. when guys tell me they love me i laugh and remind them that they’ll get over it soon enough. the funny thing is, i dont acutally know if i really want to try this again. last time i opened up to someone, it lasted about 3 weeks and then he went back to his ex…everyone saw it coming, but i guess i thought he was different.
fallingoutoftrees's Life List
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1. Find a major.
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2. accept that not everyone has to like me
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3. do yoga regularly
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4. change someone's life for the better
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5. calm down
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6. send a post card to postsecret
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7. Be a more concious consumer
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8. write a knitting pattern
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9. dress like a grownup
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10. Go to egypt
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11. Learn to bellydance
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12. Become vegan
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13. Stop being paranoid
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14. Go to a nudist colony
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15. start a hope chest
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16. Get a ferret
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17. stand up to my mother
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18. sew my own clothes
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19. go to Venice
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20. wear more skirts and dresses
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21. buy a typewriter and polaroid camera to help document my life
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22. Go to a 7-11 and buy a big gulp..whatever that is.
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23. become politically active
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24. Get paid to go to college
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25. Get engaged
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26. learn to trust again
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Right now, im getting ready to start thinking about yoga school. One will be held beginning in May in Austin, TX at YogaYoga. It’s only $3000, which is a fantastic price for a teaching certification through YogaAlliance. The other program that i really really want to go to is in Lenox, Mass. I’ll live up there for 4 months and i’ll recieve some of the best training i could get anywhere…problem? It’s going to cost me $15,000 without a scholarship. that is IF i get accepted. i really think that this is what i want to do with my life but it’s just so much money! I think i may try and aprentice with a local teacher (there are, like, maybe 2) and see if they will help fund me through school and ill come back and work under them. i would love to go to Kripalu (in Mass.), so when i finish applying, if i get accepted, ill apply for aid and maybe then i can afford it. If not, im hopefully going to yogayoga in austin. i just really am not looking forward to the once-monthly 8 hour cartrip for classes.
good for me. i’m getting $500 a semester + TOPS to go to school along with a one-time $500 from literary rally. this is good! unfortunately, my scholarship to ULM should be much much higher, i guess i should have worked harder.
