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i dont know what to do. i have told people. 4 people know to be exact… you know, i was actaully having a normal life, but it just had to get fucked up. just… i just fucking hate it… i never knew how easy it is to just throw it al up until tonight… i couldnt not do it… it hurt not to… and it felt just so good to get the shit outta my stomach. i dont know what to do… why dont i just live with it. i mean, every now ans then, i guess its not bad to just throw a bit u…right?
fallingwithoutfear's Life List
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1. overcome bulimia
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2. have a flat stomach
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3. drink more water
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4. Lose 10 pounds
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5. get in shape
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6. Read the entire Bible
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7. Fall in love
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8. Have amazing lesbian sex
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9. stop binge-eating
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Recent entries
i think what i will do is fast for one day, and then that will make my stomach smaller and then i will quite binging… and have a normal life…
if only it were that simple…
its enough… i cant do this. no one is on my freaki side any more.. i have no one.
i jus want to be skinny…
