i used to have panic attacks when i would think about life after death.
and now, i don’t.
that counts for something.
fancykidx's Life List
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1. learn to knit
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2. buy a USB portable turntable
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3. meet fall out boy
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4. Meet the people that inspire me
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5. get a summer job
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6. see forever the sickest kids 3 more times before this time next year
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7. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy
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8. take one day out of my week to focus on myself, and ONLY myself
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9. see something corporate live
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10. learn to play every instrument known to mankind
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11. forgive her for leaving
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12. clean my room
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13. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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14. voluntarily wake up at 5:30 in the morning to walk around town
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15. meet andrew mcmahon
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16. go to warped tour
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17. Learn to play the bongo drums
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18. watch all the episodes of the office
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19. To live instead of exist
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20. Learn to pick locks
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21. stop being jealous of my sister
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How I did it: i'm pretty much a funny person that cracks jokes all the time. so i walked up to someone in my geometry class that i don't really talk to and went 'hey baby, what's your sine?' they thought it was hilarious. Read how I did it…
i put on a white dress and had my 11 year old brother come with me. it was 11 at night, and i was leaving the next day.
i ended up choosing a horrible night to send my bottle out.
it was incredibly windy, so whenever i would try to throw my bottle out into the sea, it would go off track and blow to the right of me.
and it was a full moon, so the waves were high and my bottle kept washing ashore.
finally, i decided that i would put a few rocks and shells in the bottle so it won’t blow off course, and i would throw it out as far as i could and walk away.
and i did.
i didn’t want to worry about whether or not it would float back to shore.
what did i put in my message?
i put in secrets i had never told anyone before. and i included my email address so if they found it, they could tell me that my secret is safe with them.
i didn’t save a copy of what i wrote, because i didn’t want to regret what i wrote.
i got tanner.
i was waaaaaaay too white.
so when i went to myrtle beach, i had tanning lotion in hand.
i have now become tanner than i was.
and i’m pretty happy about it [:
