feinics

Ok, so there’s no cure, hell the docs can’t even agree on what causes it. Nevertheless I intend to beat this! I haven’t been dealing with being ill at all well the last year or so and I gave up all hope to ever being healthy again so as not to be disappointed and in the process gave up many of my dreams and ambitions, but that tactic only lead me down a dark and twisty road of misery, so back to the drawing board I go.

So the plan:

1. Sort out my disability allowance.
2. Get into a healthy routine, eat better, exercise plan.
3. Look into the lightening process.
4. Go back to acupuncture and herbal supplements, only thing that’s helped before.

I’ve thought about it and while quitting smoking is a goal I intend to complete at some stage, now isn’t the time to start. I’ve too much stresses and smoking is one of the few things keeping me sane. I don’t have the motivation or the energy to put into quitting so I’m gonna deal with more the immediate priorities in my life,and wait till things are a little less chaotic before getting stuck into this goal!