i dont know why these are so addicting. before my addiction to the hot cheetos, i was even more obsessively addicted to hot cheeto asteroids, but they stopped making them a while ago(which was devastating to say the least). so i had to turn to the next best thing: the hot cheetos. the weird thing is i hate junk food, especially the chip department. it is the only junk that has a firm grip on me. i swear they must put crack or something in that red powder of theirs. so hard to resist!
fervently's Life List
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1. make the most of my life
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2. figure out what makes me happy
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3. stop eating hot cheetos
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4. lose 25 pounds
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5. live in paris
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6. pick a major
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7. stop being such a bitch
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8. stop being a pervert!
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9. refrain from road rage
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10. stop flipping out / going ape sh*t
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11. stop being so tempermental
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12. punch a certain someone in the face
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13. perhaps seek therapy?
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14. pick a college
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15. read more
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16. write in my journal more
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17. go sky diving
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18. get my diving license
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19. learn to dance
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20. pay off my credit cards
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21. move out
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22. sell things on etsy
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23. not cut my hair for 2 years
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24. go to egypt
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25. learn to forgive myself and others
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26. go to palau & swim w/the jelly fish
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27. stop being jealous of others
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28. stay in contact with family
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29. get the tattoos i want
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30. swim with whale sharks in thailand
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31. find myself
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32. get straight A's
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33. keep the past in the past
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34. take more pictures
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35. succumb to my artistic tendencies
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36. find a job that i love
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37. learn sign language
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38. learn to speak french
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39. learn to say IM SORRY
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40. stop wasting time
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41. backpack through Europe
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42. learn to sew & make my own clothes
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How I did it: it was morning, i had just woken up after a long night of drinking and chain smoking. i took a deep breath and could hear the air struggle in and out of my lungs as i wheezed. right then i decided no more cigarettes. i knew it wouldnt be easy, considering im a 5 year smoker and ALL my friends smoke. so heres how it went down:week 1: starting to get bitchy. im trying to quit cold turkey, but i slip up once and have a few puffs of a friends… Read how I did it…
but i dance like a ferret on crack. i want to acquire socially acceptable & applaudable dance moves so i can smoke everyone on the dance floor.
there are three reasons i do not want to go to therapy. first off, i do not suffer from depression and i can pass off as a completely normal person for the most part. second, ive been to therapy when i was younger and it sucked. it got me into a few undesirable situations years down the road. third, if i decided things are too out of control and i decide i need help, i cant imagine how the hell they would help me. if anything, whatever i say can be used against me. lets face it, the sad truth is there are just certain things you cant fix. words of advice: you cant just say whatever is in your fucked up little head of yours. only SOME things are confidential.
