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fiercelyfighting

PERSPECTIVE. NB <3



I'm doing 43 things
  

fiercelyfighting's Life List

  2. 1. don't pull my hair for 45 consecutive days
    123 entries . 3 cheers     		4 people
  3. 2. stop pulling my hair
    2010 resolution . 6 entries . 9 cheers     		186 people
  4. 3. Live true to my spirit
    2010 resolution . 5 entries . 11 cheers     		3 people
  5. 4. stop wasting time
    3 entries . 3 cheers     		3,552 people
  6. 5. be more confident
    1 entry . 6 cheers     		10,293 people
  7. 6. Do 50 consecutive push ups
    6 entries . 2 cheers     		15 people
  8. 7. be a leader
    3 cheers     		187 people
  9. 8. get into west point academy
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		4 people
  10. 9. be better at rowing
    3 entries . 3 cheers     		5 people
  11. 10. save someones's life
    2 cheers     		12 people
  12. 11. learn to snowboard
    4 cheers     		2,445 people
  13. 12. climb a mountain
    2 cheers     		1,749 people
  14. 13. Go white water rafting
    2 cheers     		1,263 people
  15. 14. Make a difference for the blood diamond cause
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		1 person
  16. 15. Visit Australia
    2 cheers     		2,458 people
  17. 16. Give blood
    1 entry . 6 cheers     		2,947 people
  18. 17. Visit Venice
    1 entry     		209 people
  19. 18. start a fire without matches
    2 cheers     		47 people
  20. 19. make spaghetti from scratch
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		2 people
  21. 20. Learn to whistle with my fingers
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		1,140 people
  22. 21. Take a lie detector test
    1 cheer     		2 people
  23. 22. become trilingual
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		86 people
  24. 23. do a backflip
    2 entries . 1 cheer     		824 people
  25. 24. meet J.K. Rowling
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		145 people
  26. 25. See a total solar eclipse
    2 cheers     		262 people
  27. 26. Be on The Amazing Race
    3 cheers     		310 people
  28. 27. have an adventure
    2 cheers     		253 people
  29. 28. get good at mountain biking
    1 cheer     		2 people
  30. 29. Go offroading
    1 entry     		13 people
  31. 30. Learn to pick locks
    2 cheers     		1,479 people
  32. 31. Learn Self Defense
    1 cheer     		248 people
  33. 32. jump start a car
    2 entries     		2 people
  34. 33. learn how to skip rocks
    		9 people
  35. 34. kick a door down
    1 cheer     		5 people
  36. 35. go kayaking more
    4 entries . 1 cheer     		21 people
  37. 36. preserve innocence
    1 entry     		2 people
  38. 37. give my parents as much as they have given me
    1 entry     		409 people
  39. 38. Learn to drive a stick shift
    1 entry     		662 people
  40. 39. pull a 180 in a car
    1 entry     		1 person
  41. 40. have better posture
    1 entry     		7,719 people
  42. 41. do a backflip on a wakeboard
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		8 people
  43. 42. pray everyday
    1 entry     		205 people
  44. 43. stop procrastinating
    2 entries     		26,954 people

How I did it
How to drink more water
It took me
3 days
It made me
proud and healthy

How I did it: I'm a serious athlete (rower) so I went for 4 nalgenes throughout the day. I had 1 before and during lunch, 1 after lunch, 1 during practice, and 1 after practice till bed.It was really hard at first but I set goals to have it done by so before I walked into the building for a class I would be chugging it down but I did it! And the more I do it the easier it will get, my friend finds it easy now and she says that my bladder will fall into… Read how I did it…

Oct 09, 2008, 07:34PM PDT | 0 comments


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don't pull my hair for 45 consecutive days (read all 123 entries…)
day - i dont even care what the count is right now 2 days ago

trying.

i want to turn this around and get this.

i didnt expect it to work the first time, garuntee.

this is definitely a lesson learned on the downfalls of this eyeliner and how i have to be wayyy more careful.

thats right.. a lesson LEARNED.
like i said, im trying.

Nov 22, 07:13PM PST | 0 comments


don't pull my hair for 45 consecutive days (read all 123 entries…)
steady as we go 4 days ago

today a girl from my school that graduated last year, died from leukemia.

it really puts life into perspective.

how can i destroy myself, let trich control me and take over my life, when this girl had her life taken from her?

its time for me to take back my life and live it to the fullest. for me. and for Natalie Bradley. <3

Nov 20, 09:48AM PST | 0 comments


don't pull my hair for 45 consecutive days (read all 123 entries…)
Untitled 4 days ago

fucking a..

i pulled SO MUCH.

have i studied? no.
have i packed? no.

have i destroyed myself and everything i have been working for, missed my goals, made myself feel like a failure, made this weekend really scary/hard bc fixing the makeup is going to be way harder, feel worthless and like i dont deserve..anything really..?
yes.

why is this so fucking hard to just..resist??
i desperately wanted to stop but couldnt make myself. total loss of control..
:’[ :’[ :’[

to think that i can fight this.
i’m obviously doing something so drastically wrong.

how can i face ppl?
it sucks having to hide so much.
if i can take pride in one skill, it has to be numbing how i feel and not letting myself feel emotional pain.. pretending like everything is okay. when it’s not.

Nov 19, 10:37PM PST | 0 comments


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