Hummingbird Medicine

GAAAAAAHHHHHH! I'm feeling a little stressed these days.



I'm doing 43 things
 

Hummingbird Medicine's Life List

  1. 1. ---by the winter solstice---
    1 cheer
    1 person
  2. 2. Declare a vacation from worrying about my entrepreneurship, finances, and vocational future until February 5, 2010...'cause my hands are tied and it's making me sick worrying about it!!!
    1 cheer
    1 person
  3. 3. Live by my own code
    5 entries . 22 cheers
    1 person
  4. 4. quit living in chaos
    6 entries . 16 cheers
    1 person
  5. 5. meditate at least 10 times a week - at least 5 rounds of fire breath and 5 rounds of zazen
    1 person
  6. 6. hit the books
    4 entries . 14 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. clean up my house and keep it clean
    10 entries . 5 cheers
    490 people
  8. 8. finish developing my sketch
    1 entry . 9 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. use my wetsuit to swim in the ocean
    2 entries . 17 cheers
    1 person
  10. 10. put stuff back on this list that I temporarily marked "I give up" to make room for more immediate new goals and gather up new goal ideas here
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  11. 11. ---by Spring 2010 (as defined by cross-quarter points, February 5, 2010)---
    1 cheer
    1 person
  12. 12. live in consciousness of The Secret Things of God - the *real* "Law of Attraction"!
    2 entries . 11 cheers
    1 person
  13. 13. be iron like a lion in Zion :)
    7 entries . 3 cheers
    1 person
  14. 14. stand in integrity/stand like a warrior
    12 entries . 30 cheers
    2 people
  15. 15. stop using my intelligence to cool off interactions and make myself distant
    2 cheers
    1 person
  16. 16. relax and play
    16 cheers
    1 person
  17. 17. let my wackyness run wild
    1 entry . 11 cheers
    1 person
  18. 18. ---by the vernal equinox of 2010---
    1 cheer
    1 person
  19. 19. notice nature
    6 entries . 41 cheers
    2 people
  20. 20. get a tattoo
    12 cheers
    20,304 people
  21. 21. braid my hair
    1 cheer
    21 people
  22. 22. ---by the end of fall 2010 (as defined by cross-quarter points - November 6, 2010)
    1 person
  23. 23. win
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    182 people
  24. 24. camp
    6 entries . 13 cheers
    59 people
  25. 25. get ready to travel
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    1 person
  26. 26. replace the broken dishes
    1 cheer
    1 person
  27. 27. ---ongoing/long term---
    4 cheers
    1 person
  28. 28. identify the kind of people I want to have enter or increase their involvement in my life next and then make it happen
    6 entries . 3 cheers
    1 person
  29. 29. remodel my socialization
    8 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  30. 30. Empowered version: be happier than a pig in slop/Depressed version: live the lifestyle I want instead of watching other people live it and wondering what's the matter with me
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    1 person
  31. 31. requalify success and take my own path
    4 entries . 17 cheers
    1 person
  32. 32. provide beautifully for myself and the family I'm creating
    12 entries . 9 cheers
    1 person
  33. 33. be an ascetic briefly
    9 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  34. 34. make going to the dentist into a resource I use at my discretion instead of a little piece of hell I feel inexplicably compelled to visit twice a year for no good reason
    3 entries . 7 cheers
    1 person
  35. 35. ---one day---
    1 cheer
    2 people
  36. 36. proudly display my heirlooms
    3 cheers
    1 person
  37. 37. depend on another woman and not be let down
    6 cheers
    1 person
  38. 38. meet my pen pals
    13 cheers
    4 people
  39. 39. know the whole catalog of works by my favorite composer
    4 cheers
    1 person
  40. 40. perform my favorite album
    6 cheers
    1 person
  41. 41. sew
    4 cheers
    185 people
  42. 42. buy my dream machine
    3 cheers
    1 person
  43. 43. be a comic book hero
    11 cheers
    1 person

How I did it
How to speak artfully - no unintentional toxic spewage or inadvertent gossip/overexposure
It took me
40 days
It made me
more mindful.


How to fix my armoire
It took me
5 months
It made me
happy


How to meditate at least three times a week
It took me
2 weeks
It made me
happy


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Recent entries
meditate at least ten times a week (read all 6 entries…)
Made it this week. 10 hours ago

Very good to have done this…and now this coming week, I can do it again, but I think I’m going to make a new more detailed goal.



quit living in chaos (read all 6 entries…)
The chaos doesn't stop. 1 day ago

I am forever…

-getting hurt

-becoming exhausted

-fielding bad news

-running five minutes late, no matter how early I get up or how carefully I plan and prepare in advance

-thinking of things when I can neither do them nor even write them down

-losing something

-having something break on me

-thinking of something else I should’ve grabbed before leaving the house



clean up my house and keep it clean (read all 10 entries…)
I've been organizing and reorganizing the house for I don't know how long now... 1 day ago

And I still can’t find a stupid pair of pants when I want them. (After searching for an hour I finally found them – in one of those “special places where I’ll have no chance to lose them because they’re right in front of me.”)

Sometimes I wonder if there’s any point at all.



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