flsquad

i got all mushy over himm,
i fell apart,
i stayed with him,now i need him all over again,
i miss him
i wish he was truly mine,
he did everything he always does,
made me smile,talked to me about
interesting stuff,aggravated me,
talked shit,

i just wish i could be alone,
and be okay with that
start feeding my soul,
not my addictions,

just because i love him,
doesnt mean i have to sobe
over the fact he isnt mine
and he never can hang out with me,
mind over the matter,

forever and ever

i have to get into like this zone,
you know,i just cant write stuff antytime
of the day,hah..but i havent had time lately,
there is some stuff i feel like i could
write down it just wouldnt make sense,
nothing lately has been making sense to me.
i cant make out why alot of shit goes down the way
it does,im worring too much,
anyways back to the point,i havent been
calm enough or anything to write,

not like im good at it or anything,
but i like to do it,hahah,

we broke up,
awhile back,i dont care,