well 2 years is kinda a long time, but then so is 30 years…..I will be 30 in March shit, I wrote it, its real now…..anyway. 30 years yea yea, it may not seem that long to some people, you know the older than me people.
thinking back to when I found out my ‘dad’ wasn’t MY dad. besides that point that I was like 4-ish…..yea years old.. anyways, my mom told me many stories about how she met him, or what happened, and his ‘promise’ to find me when I turned 18.well point of MY story is I am well over 18, sure I have a different last name, moved a few times you still can find ANYONE< dur the Internet can get you anywhere. well that is my ‘update’ on this ‘thing’.
Angry Butterfly's Life List
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1. raise a son who will be a wonderful husband one day
12 entries . 28 cheers29 people -
2. Raise a smart and wise daughter, hoping she want do what I did, even though I know she will.
7 entries . 10 cheers2 people -
3. organize my clutter, and teach my kids to do the same
4 entries . 8 cheers3 people -
4. Save money
4 entries . 5 cheers14,676 people -
5. improve my credit score
6 entries . 6 cheers322 people -
6. be the mom I never had
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7. Encourage My Kids More
8 entries . 24 cheers12 people -
8. not be scared to be loved
4 entries . 20 cheers24 people -
9. accept myself
4 entries . 33 cheers575 people -
10. communicate better
20 entries . 10 cheers429 people -
11. Beat my depression
29 entries . 69 cheers1,681 people -
12. accept good things and people in my life and know that it's ok
4 entries . 19 cheers4 people -
13. stop being so insecure
4 entries . 17 cheers400 people -
14. stop being so angry
7 entries . 18 cheers140 people -
15. be financially secure
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16. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
14 entries . 5 cheers7,139 people -
17. list 43 things I like about myself
9 entries . 14 cheers127 people -
18. be content with what I have in my life
3 entries . 13 cheers22 people -
19. learn to play bass guitar
5 entries . 8 cheers616 people -
20. take my kids camping.
1 entry . 7 cheers40 people -
21. complain less
5 entries . 6 cheers916 people -
22. buy a house
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23. stop living paycheck to paycheck
3 entries . 13 cheers239 people -
24. Find My Birth Father
5 entries . 12 cheers693 people -
25. visit Ireland
1 entry . 5 cheers2,448 people -
26. stop picking my skin
2 entries . 4 cheers663 people -
27. manage my Bipolar disorder
6 cheers149 people -
28. manage my finances better
134 people
Is that good?
So I signed up for this free credit report thingy, and well I guess since after my couple loans and that I have a better score now…....now if I can only SAVE money now….
never happens, when I think I get caught up then that ‘rainy day’ comes around….car trouble, sick kids, going over my minutes, forgetting the kids check for their school pix, and bounced my account 2x. so now, my gas company will not take a check from me, even though I have direct debit….what the f&*%
Oh and now that halloween is over, all the stoopid family holidays are coming close. I can’t wait to spend more money I don’t have on things my kids don’t need…....
I took a loan out at work just to pay off some bills, and get my car going. well that all worked out, well and fine. however. money is still not being saved….now what?
