for as long as i can remember i’ve longed to dance. i need to loose weight and even super thin i’m so self consious….but the desire to dance is always there. i don’t want to die never learning to dance. i hope to get the courage and confidence to learn…i hope i can do it some day.
Jan 15, 2008, 07:17AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I know I need to go back. I stopped because I was pregnant and just couldn’t deal with anything else at the time. I have so much sh** to work on, face and deal with that it’s just really, really overwhelming for me. I’m not a good patient…even when I do go. Things are getting out of control and I’m scared. I trust my therapist and there’s no way I’d start all over again…we’ll see what happens.
Jan 14, 2008, 03:30PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I worry and get paranoid about all kinds of stuff and I CAN’T STAND IT!!! What other people think about me, someone will kidnap, hurt ar kill my kids, someone will break into my house, i’m going to die of something new every other day, people are talking about me, i’m a terrible mother, etc, etc…i could go on and on…..and on. I hate being like this! It stops me from doing so much in life and i need to control it somehow. I’ve been like this for my whole life so far and it’s exhausting, you know? And I can’t “just relax” like people who don’t understand suggest.
Jan 14, 2008, 03:11PM PST | 0 comments
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