What an awful way to top off a great week! Last night I went to a Fourth Of July party at my friends country club, there was free food, and amazing fireworks. I think I ate myself about 1000 calories worth of food, no joke. I can remember clearly everything I ate
-1 chicken finger
-about six french fries
- a helping of mac and cheese (it was similar to stouffers)
- two mozzerella and tomato appetizer things
- an incredibly thin slice of lemon meranque pie
-two biscuits, reminded me of the KFC kind,
- a sour-dough piece of bread
- two pieces of pine-apple
UGH!!!! DO you see that! That’s the amount of food that I have eaten in all three days prior! I was completely repulsed with myself after I was finished eating. I wasn’t even hungry!
Yesterday, I didn’t even manage to do the activities I wanted! The Fourth Of July Party started at about 4 and went to ten. All I did all night was eat! I didn’t get to do my routines, and instead I ate!
I slept over my friends house, and the next morning, well, this morning, we had breakfast… gah. Her mom made “mini-pancakes”, they were small, only about an inch in diameter, but I had 8, and they were cooked in butter! I also had about 50 calories worth of syrup, and 110 calories worth of milk. I ate, also, 10 blueberries.
My breakfast alone comes out to be about 265 calories!
However, for lunch, I remembered my high-calories before, so I ate 8 grapes, a 40 calories “Smooshed-fruit tube”, and a peach. I also took a few bites of a piece of a sour-dough boule, but the entire meal for lunch came out to be 116 calories, which isn’t awful.
After that, I went off to my club, hoping to get in some laps, but it turns out we were having our own Fourth of July party. I tried to ignore the food, but all my friends were there. They greeted me and offered me a plate. I refrained myself, however. I only ate 10 curly fries, 1/4 of a cup of ice cream, 6 1-inch cubes of Honey-dew, and an extra small slice of pound cake. I really had to contain myself… you should have seen the food that my friends were piling onto their plates! Things that I knew HAD to be at least 1000 calories each. I felt kind of proud of myself, though I did indulge a bit with the ice cream.
Afterwards, a group of us went to the movies. I only ate a small bag of popcorn and a water, and told them to hold the butter. Go me!
But however… today was a bad day. For the second day in a row, I went over my goal. Yesterday I made an exception because I went to a party, but today I should have been more careful. I seem to have fallen off of the wagon a bit, and I really shouldn’t have. My total for today was 944 calories, and though it is only 44 over my goal of 900, it still tells me that today and yesterday I lacked in self control.
Today I noticed a change in how I felt too. I have been feeling great all week, but since I indulged in fatty foods yesterday, I felt sluggish all day today. I know what these awful foods do to me, and I need to avoid them.
I’m hoping tomorrow will be better. Sorry for the super long entry guys… I am feeling really guilty for indulging so much.