foreversar

i have a terrible past starting at age 6 and i dont no how to let it go. i want to act, and to trust peaple, but i dont no how. i have a problem you see, i hold it in. only around 8 or less people know. i keep it all bottled up deep in side and i didnt tell anyone except for those 8 people. mi life is getting better, but it just hurts to much to bring up, and once i do, i usually burst into tears. What should i do?

I was thinging about life and relised, it realy is all how you look at it. Even if someone splashes water on you in a freindly way, and your in your favorite out fit that must be dry-cleaned, you still have to choices. You can either get mad, or you can let it go, and splash the person back. It is not the splashers falt, its the splashees. its all depends on how you look at it. in way, animals are smarter then us, we choose to kill the animal, only because we see them as a threat, even if they’re realy not. if we just took the time, even once in a while, to say sorry, and learn to forgive, we could realy all make the world a different and better place.

i had a ruff past and im not even out of my teens yet, i want to forget the past and move on. i have freinds who are there for me, but the problem is i hold it in which makes it harder to forget. please help me