foreversilence

I want to find something that will make me happy, and know that life can’t be any better. Well i’m still looking for it!

I think the reason why I’m so terrified of death is because I don’t know what happens after death. I mean I tried so hard to think of heaven and hell or even rebirth. But I can’t imagine it all, because there are so many different forms of afterlife. So I started to believe that after we die, there is absolutely nothing. Just a darkness, and we don’t feel anything anymore and just stop existing. It’s like an endless sleep, without dreams and never waking up. And that scares me. I wish scientists would prove like heaven or somethig was real that after we die we’d still be alive in some other sense. I wish there was at least ghosts in the world, or something else, where I can still have a mind and think, and be able to still exist in some shape and form. But most of all, I still want to exist somewhere, somewhow.

I’m going to try to make the school uniform for the original Da Capo!