victoria

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victoria's Life List

  1. 1. Beat depression
    4 entries . 6 cheers
    204 people
  2. 2. Volunteer more
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    1,203 people
  3. 3. Learn to knit
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    3,496 people
  4. 4. Expand my vocabulary
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    2,608 people
  5. 5. Drive cross-country
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    88 people
  6. 6. Watch the IMDB.com Top 100 movies
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    1,015 people
  7. 7. Spend less, save more
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    161 people
  8. 8. Create small pieces of art, and leave them for people to find
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    492 people
  9. 9. Learn German
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    4,526 people
  10. 10. Get a tattoo
    20,248 people
  11. 11. Get a job
    10,476 people
  12. 12. Become knowledgeable in many different areas
    1 entry
    1 person
  13. 13. Be good at what I want to do
    1 entry
    1 person
  14. 14. Have a totally different life by this time next year
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    981 people
  15. 15. Reconnect with my big brother
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    1 person
  16. 16. Take dancing lessons
    198 people
  17. 17. Experiment with painting and photography
    1 person
  18. 18. Finish my new year resolutions
    1 entry
    1 person
  19. 19. Do more of the stuff I love
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    1 person
  20. 20. Branch out
    10 people
  21. 21. Improve my posture
    2,660 people
  22. 22. Forgive
    819 people
  23. 23. Start a scrapbook
    154 people
  24. 24. Travel to every country in the world
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    104 people
  25. 25. Learn to play an instrument
    1,179 people
  26. 26. Learn ASL
    322 people
  27. 27. Start a collection
    41 people
  28. 28. Learn something new everyday
    308 people
  29. 29. Do something new every month
    708 people
  30. 30. Befriend a stranger
    52 people
  31. 31. go skinny dipping
    3,086 people
  32. 32. Eat sushi
    291 people
  33. 33. watch all of Fellini's movies
    10 people
  34. 34. Improve my communication skills
    356 people
  35. 35. Get a henna tattoo
    111 people
Recent entries
lose weight (read all 11 entries…)
Weigh in 3 months ago

My mom and I weighed and took our measurements this morning.
After one month, I have lost 13 pounds and over five inches all around my body! :D I am so proud.
I celebrated with a Tootsie Roll and frappuccino :D



beat depression (read all 4 entries…)
Not going to let it be a set back 3 months ago

So about a month or so ago my mother was laid of from Haliburton and we lost our insurance. We were scared that I would no longer be able to go to my therapist and my psychiatrist so we contacted my real dad asking him to put me on his insurance and recently the whole process was completed.
Problems: My therapist, who is the only one I’ve ever gone to and had any real success with, isn’t covered on his insurance. So rather than pay the 70 dollar fee or switch to another person, they are putting me on a capping program that the United Way offers. I’m so relieved by that.
So my mom faxed the insurance card and information to the secretary at my psychiatrist’s office. They’re on the plan, but for some weird reason we would have to pay a $350 deductible. RIDICULOUS. The lady said we would have to pay 101 dollars each trip, plus a 20 dollar copay. My mom just got laid off, no chance in hell we can afford that. So, I made the executive decision to stop going.
I mean I never wanted to stay on anti-depressants long term anyways. And I truly feel like if I continue going to see Carole, I will be okay without the meds. I’m choosing not to let it be a setback. I’ve made so much progress and recently made several more breakthroughs. I know I’m going to be okay.



lose weight (read all 11 entries…)
:D 3 months ago

So I’ve done it. I can see the changes in my body. I work out everyday and I eat right now. I’m not done, but I am confident I can do it now. My mom and I ordered Flirty Girl Fitness lol. I’m so excited about it. I HATE working out, but when I finish (I break it down into several 30 minute work outs a day) I just feel so great about myself.



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