My mom and I weighed and took our measurements this morning.
After one month, I have lost 13 pounds and over five inches all around my body! :D I am so proud.
I celebrated with a Tootsie Roll and frappuccino :D
victoria's Life List
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1. Beat depression
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2. Volunteer more
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3. Learn to knit
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4. Expand my vocabulary
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5. Drive cross-country
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6. Watch the IMDB.com Top 100 movies
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7. Spend less, save more
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8. Create small pieces of art, and leave them for people to find
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9. Learn German
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10. Get a tattoo
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11. Get a job
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12. Become knowledgeable in many different areas
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13. Be good at what I want to do
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14. Have a totally different life by this time next year
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15. Reconnect with my big brother
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16. Take dancing lessons
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17. Experiment with painting and photography
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18. Finish my new year resolutions
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19. Do more of the stuff I love
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20. Branch out
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21. Improve my posture
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22. Forgive
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23. Start a scrapbook
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24. Travel to every country in the world
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25. Learn to play an instrument
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26. Learn ASL
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27. Start a collection
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28. Learn something new everyday
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29. Do something new every month
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30. Befriend a stranger
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31. go skinny dipping
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32. Eat sushi
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33. watch all of Fellini's movies
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34. Improve my communication skills
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35. Get a henna tattoo
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So about a month or so ago my mother was laid of from Haliburton and we lost our insurance. We were scared that I would no longer be able to go to my therapist and my psychiatrist so we contacted my real dad asking him to put me on his insurance and recently the whole process was completed.
Problems: My therapist, who is the only one I’ve ever gone to and had any real success with, isn’t covered on his insurance. So rather than pay the 70 dollar fee or switch to another person, they are putting me on a capping program that the United Way offers. I’m so relieved by that.
So my mom faxed the insurance card and information to the secretary at my psychiatrist’s office. They’re on the plan, but for some weird reason we would have to pay a $350 deductible. RIDICULOUS. The lady said we would have to pay 101 dollars each trip, plus a 20 dollar copay. My mom just got laid off, no chance in hell we can afford that. So, I made the executive decision to stop going.
I mean I never wanted to stay on anti-depressants long term anyways. And I truly feel like if I continue going to see Carole, I will be okay without the meds. I’m choosing not to let it be a setback. I’ve made so much progress and recently made several more breakthroughs. I know I’m going to be okay.
So I’ve done it. I can see the changes in my body. I work out everyday and I eat right now. I’m not done, but I am confident I can do it now. My mom and I ordered Flirty Girl Fitness lol. I’m so excited about it. I HATE working out, but when I finish (I break it down into several 30 minute work outs a day) I just feel so great about myself.
