frankibrowneyes

Tonight I sat with my boyfriend on his lawn and looked at the stars. Then we both spotted a shooting star and watched it. Neither of us had ever seen one before. It was a nice moment.

I think for being this young I’ve got a lot of things to tell. I like to think I’m decently interesting, so I could probably make boring events seem exciting. Maybe I should just wait till I’m 40 so my autobiography will have more substance and color.

I’ve been vegetarian for so long, why don’t I just take that extra step and become vegan? I feel like being a vegetarian is half-assing it. Not eating meat isn’t hard, but giving up dairy is a whole different story. Dairy replacements don’t really cut it, except “Better than Cream Cheese” brand spread really is better than cream cheese haha. I just have to keep reminding myself that we really don’t need milk. What other mammal would drink another mammals milk? Cows milk is for calves to grow big and strong, not humans. Ugh, God I love dairy…

I’ve always wanted to share moments with someone, and completely connect with someone on an intellectual and emotional basis. No one else seems to really want to take the time and just talk, and explore the person they’re with at the time. Staying up all night with someone just feels like it would rip down all barriers and just mind meld. I have yet to find someone who really feels this way, but I’m determined.