I'm doing 37 things
back to rebuild
3 years ago
...I want to go back.
...I need to go back.
freakydeakynessa's Life List
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1. make someone happy
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2. stop being shy and be MYSELF!
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3. Never stop questioning, curiosity has it’s own reason for existance
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4. stop being so damn critical of myself
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5. Reclaim my independence
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6. stop forgetting to eat! (or at least, stop picking "sleep" over "eat"
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7. give more hugs
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8. laugh more, and make others laugh along with me
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9. write a book
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10. fight for what I love and believe in
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11. be more spontaneous
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12. sleep normal people hours (stop staying up so damn late, and sleeping all day..)
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13. stop falling for guys who can't/don't love me back
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14. dance in the rain again
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15. be a better sister
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16. be kissed [really kissed & have it mean something]
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17. [dreamer] NEVER stop dreaming
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18. make a scrapbook of my life [so far]
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19. meditate daily
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20. driving
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21. find someone who loves me as much as i love them
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22. Rebuild New Orleans
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23. join a band and sing sing sing
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24. learn to play an instrument
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25. find the meaning of life
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26. Allow A Bohemian Lifestyle to Flourish (without apologies)
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27. finish my tattoo
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28. go on roadtrips
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29. [have the guts to] skinny dip after convocation
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30. sneak into the Northampton State Hospital before its gone
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31. see "RENT" live
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32. learn pidgeon so I can visit family in Cameroon without being ashamed
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33. act in a play
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34. start drawing again
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35. visit Tibet
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36. dance to Journey's "Open Arms" at my wedding [whenever I get married]
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37. find my best friend, from when I was little
1 person
Recent entries
too shy, too shy
3 years ago
I am shy. It is my life story.
The more important something is or the more passionate I feel about something or someone the more tightlipped I become.
But this is not the real me. I fear noone really knows the real me, for my shyness speaks volumes that is so very, very misleading…
true happiness
3 years ago
I never realized how much my own moods depend on those of others…
Nor how the need to make others happy is constantly of the utmost importance to me.
I am the listener, the open ear to those I love and care about, with the willingness and the desire to be their aid, and to understand what is often incomprehensible.
When I say I want to make people happy, it’s not what I’m doing now. The happiness I want to give, is something that won’t be forgotten, not for me [in my own selfish mood alteration]. But happiness, so that the person will for once experience and be able to hold in memory [at all times] the hope of a true euphoric experience.
