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freckles1981




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  2. 1. get through my quarter-life crisis
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  3. 2. increase my self-esteem and self-worth and self-image
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  4. 3. Be less shy
    1 cheer     		3,078 people
  5. 4. Stop caring what other people think of me
    1 cheer     		4,569 people
  6. 5. To live instead of exist
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  7. 6. stop being indecisive
    		77 people
  8. 7. stop taking things so personally
    		86 people
  9. 8. make friends
    2 entries     		1,979 people
  10. 9. find a best friend
    1 cheer     		604 people
  11. 10. Beat my depression
    1 cheer     		1,945 people
  12. 11. get out of therapy
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  13. 12. take dance classes
    1 cheer     		416 people
  14. 13. start exercising
    1 entry     		443 people
  15. 14. tone my body
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  16. 15. learn to draw
    		2,310 people
  17. 16. be a better graphic designer
    		48 people
  18. 17. Learn HTML, XHTML, CSS and Flash
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  19. 18. improve my wardrobe
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  20. 19. purchase a digital slr camera
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  21. 20. Get a better paying job
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  22. 21. pay off my student loan
    		704 people
  23. 22. Own my own home, condo or co-op
    		1 person
  24. 23. get laser hair removal
    		493 people
  25. 24. Own a dachshund
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  26. 25. Visit Hawaii
    		709 people
  27. 26. Go scuba diving
    		1,871 people
  28. 27. Visit Niagara Falls
    		136 people
  29. 28. see the grand canyon
    		1,031 people
  30. 29. visit yellowstone national park
    		130 people
  31. 30. find out what my blood type is
    		1,377 people
  32. 31. inspire and motivate millions of people to spay/neuter their dogs and cats AND start a powerful, motivational movement promoting shelter adoptions and no more euthanasia of unwanted dogs and cats.
    		9 people
  33. 32. See the Rockettes at Radio City Music Hall
    		7 people
  34. 33. organize my computer files
    		101 people
  35. 34. Take a class at Broadway Dance Center
    		2 people
  36. 35. Take a class at Parsons
    		1 person
  37. 36. Go white water rafting
    		1,417 people
  38. 37. learn to upholster furniture
    		20 people
  39. 38. Take a zumba class
    		22 people
Recent entries
Get a better paying job (read all 2 entries…)
I got layed off...

I got layed off on 12/21/06. I hated my job and was possibly quitting, so it isn’t necessarily a bad thing. I get to collect unemployment while looking for something better. Problem is…I have no clue what kind of job to look for. I have a bachelor’s degree in graphic design and am not sure that design is for me. Not to mention there aren’t many jobs in design out in the boondocks, where I live.

I am so sick of boring jobs with crappy pay.

Dec 26, 2006, 10:13AM PST | 0 comments


switch to apple
I'm on the fence

I bought a G5 powermac after graduating from college because I’m a graphic designer. Most designers use macs. Why? I’m not sure, most likely because the interface is prettier. Perhaps awhile ago PC’s were less advanced than macs at running graphics applications. At this point though it seems PC’s and macs are on an equal playing field.

I think the mac is a lot more user friendly than a pc and a lot prettier as well. However I hate browsing the web on my mac because a lot of sites don’t work. Also I’m not able to use certain programs on my mac like Microsoft Money. So I’m actually considering a switch back to pc.

Oct 26, 2006, 05:58AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


get through my quarter-life crisis
What's the point?

So I’ll be 25 in December and I have no idea what the point of living is. In reality this is more like 1/3 life crisis because who really makes it to 100 and who wants to? As I look back on my life I realize it has all been a complete waste.

My dad is a drug addict and had some serious rage issues. My mom is his enabler and always chose him over us. So I was basically left to learn that I could only rely on myself.

I already have soo many regrets and things don’t seem like they can be fixed. I’m not happy nor have I ever been happy. I missed out on the college experience by living at home. I’ve had friends but i realize none of them have been true friends and I don’t have any friends now. I don’t really have any hobbies and I’m bored to hell with my life. So I ask what is the point?

It seems like I should be thinking about marriage and babies now and I’m not ready for that. I’m getting older and desperately wishing I could go back and do the past over. So where does that leave me? Lost.

Oct 26, 2006, 05:46AM PDT | 0 comments


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