It has been more than a month since he broke my heart. I hate him so much for the things he said (or didn’t say), and the wound still feels fresh. I cry every day. I still love him so much, and don’t want to forget the fun we had together, but this is not healthy. At times I wish I had never met him; my life would be so much easier with out him ever having been in it. But he is. Was. I hate feeling this way. I don’t smile, don’t laugh, and I have no one to talk to about it. So I’m throwing it out there for the whole internet to see.
Brigid's Life List
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1. Marry the love of my life.
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2. finish my degree
2 entries . 4 cheers2,541 people -
3. become fluent in french
2 entries . 1 cheer1,351 people -
4. learn ballet
1 cheer346 people -
5. Hike to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
2 cheers65 people -
6. go camping
1 entry2,510 people -
7. cook more often
1 entry . 1 cheer687 people -
8. Meet the Members of Cake
1 entry . 1 cheer1 person -
9. milk a rattlesnake
1 cheer1 person -
10. go to the amazon rain forest
2 cheers20 people -
11. Swim in a bioluminescent bay
2 cheers278 people -
12. spend the night in a haunted house
244 people -
13. Read more books
2 cheers11,009 people -
14. Go to Mardi Gras
1 entry . 1 cheer630 people -
15. Quit Smoking
3 cheers8,513 people -
16. brew my own beer
2 cheers615 people -
17. attend the Cannes Film Festival
50 people -
18. Attend the Sundance Film Festival
200 people -
19. Have a baby
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20. make friends
1 cheer1,748 people
How I did it
How I did it: It was only a light snooze, on a blanket on the hard ass ground. I got freaked out by a lurking possum. At least I can say I did it, I guess. Read how I did it…
How I did it: It only took another man to get my mind off of him. I look back now and wonder what I ever saw in him, and why I was so hung up on him for so long. I can finally say that I am totally over him, and feel much better for it. Read how I did it…
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