I'm doing 41 things
Four days later
3 days ago
and doing great! Being nice, our relatinship is going great as I am feeling less anxiety and am less needy. woo woo!
freewind88's Life List
-
1. be happy
2 entries . 2 cheers21,899 people -
2. write my grandparents a letter
2 entries . 3 cheers1 person -
3. be nicer to my parents
5 cheers158 people -
4. get rid of my shyness
4 entries . 7 cheers28 people -
5. put more effort into making a group
1 entry . 1 cheer1 person -
6. do one thing a day that scares me
6 entries . 3 cheers11 people -
7. do brilliantly well in college
1 entry . 3 cheers3 people -
8. have confidence
2 entries . 7 cheers107 people -
9. read good books
4 cheers60 people -
10. eat gellato in Italy
5 cheers1 person -
11. be on TV
1 cheer427 people -
12. watch Jerry Springer live
1 cheer59 people -
13. write my name on the Eiffel Tower
1 entry . 6 cheers4 people -
14. love my body
9 cheers1,095 people -
15. not be jealous
2 entries . 1 cheer185 people -
16. expand my vocabulary
2 cheers2,615 people -
17. visit China
3 cheers788 people -
18. influence somebody positively
7 cheers2 people -
19. stop procrastinating
1 cheer26,996 people -
20. Stop being so hard on myself
2 cheers146 people -
21. flirt more
2 entries . 3 cheers356 people -
22. meet Regina Spektor, and tell her how wonderful she is
1 entry . 1 cheer11 people -
23. Be a nude model for an art class
2 cheers234 people -
24. write like david sedaris
1 entry . 1 cheer5 people -
25. ride in a hot air balloon
1 cheer1,983 people -
26. work for a feeling of achievement each day
1 cheer33 people -
27. drop 43 pennies in random places so that people can find them and feel lucky
90 people -
28. be a beautiful lady
2 cheers1 person -
29. Want to be me
1 cheer2 people -
30. make deans list
1 entry . 1 cheer61 people -
31. analyze less and just go for it in my personal life
1 entry . 1 cheer7 people -
32. not talk about people
1 entry . 1 cheer4 people -
33. learn how to skateboard
2 entries391 people -
34. be a renaissance woman
1 entry34 people -
35. become a sexologist
9 people -
36. not be such a tool
1 entry1 person -
37. let go of people who are bad for me.
3 entries . 2 cheers90 people -
38. be my own best friend
1 entry . 1 cheer66 people -
39. Not care what people think about me
1 entry . 1 cheer56 people -
40. Leave my roomies a letter
1 entry1 person -
41. be nice to him for three more weeks
2 entries1 person
How I did it
It made me
its about time! 
How I did it: The bad way to do it : Cry, think about what sucks, think about what at home is better, see bad things in people, wish you were with other people.The good way to do it: Put things in perspective, things are not as bad as they seem! There are some great experiences that can be learned, there are some cool new things to try, there is always something positive in teh situation. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
Goodbye
3 days ago
I am going to Australia for a semester and am leaving soon! My roomates are leaving our apartment at December 15th to go home for Winter break. I will be there until December 19th. I really want to leave them each a long nice passionate letter for them to return to. :-) I LOVE THEM SO MUCH…Why again am i going? haha
People are People
1 week ago
And they should all be treated with respect, love, and kindness.
I have a boyfriend who is a bad boyfriend. Not in the respect of abuse, but he just has never had a girlfriend before and therefore is…er, slow when it comes to it. Like he won’t call or text that much.
That sounds petty when I’m writing it, and so I admit, I am officially in the wrong. He may not be very considerate of me, but what I do to him is even worse. I am a MEAN person (to him).
I drink and then I get my frusterations out by saying mean stuff to him and I’m sorry, but that’s not right.
I have a few weeks left, my goal, whether he is a sucky boyfriend or great boyfriend is just to be nice to him, and treat him like he deserves to. (Three weeks till I go abroad for six months and we are mutually breaking up).
So I want to end this relationship on a positive note. Because I will not get the opportunity to date him again, I want to end it with good memories, with happiness, and with hearts and hugs and no yelling. I want to have no regrets when its done, and not wish I did something differently.
I can do it!<3
