I'm doing 32 things
I'm up to forty
2 months ago
It’s more difficult than I anticipated!
frenziedmaenad's Life List
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1. swim naked
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2. decorate our bedroom
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3. play changeling
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4. compile all of my poetry into a book
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5. play an instrument
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6. write a song
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7. publish my poetry
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8. learn fencing
136 people -
9. stop being lazy
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10. connect with people
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11. go back to college
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12. write a book
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13. expand my vocabulary
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14. stop being a quitter
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15. make new friends
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16. go on vacation
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17. compile a list of 100 facts about myself
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18. learn the techtonic
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19. make my own clothing
127 people -
20. stop being paranoid
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21. embrace fear
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22. garden
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23. stop hating
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24. forgive
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25. learn patience
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26. meet Jake Shears
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27. embrace infatuation
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28. stop making excuses
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29. own up to my mistakes
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30. be free
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31. accept the things i cannot change or control
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32. learn archery
1 cheer455 people
How I did it
It made me
confident 
How I did it: I danced at a club and spent a lot of time dancing in front of the mirror and looking at myself. I spent a lot of time on the pole, just having fun. I know people were watching, but I dance now only for my pleasure, not to please others.It sure feels nice not dancing for tips. I am free to really express myself through movement, and not just shake my ass. Read how I did it…
It made me
whole again.
How I did it: I fell into an old habit of trying to please others, although it went against my personality. I even got to a point of abuse in a bad relationship. I finally allowed myself the courage to end that unhealthy relationship the other day.Once I was away from this person, I began to see that I was not having any sort of good time in his company. I was edgy all the time and he did not know who I really was, because I never wanted to express my … Read how I did it…
It made me
wee fun!
How I did it: I woke up one morning and asked my husband if we could go to a local theme park. We budgeted and packed quickly. We saw animals, took baby on the little rides and had a six-dollar milkshake!I do wish I had taken more photos, but it was definitely a good time! Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
It looks like this will have to wait a while...
2 months ago
Maybe until husband is done with graduate school.
I’ll get there eventually.
I am trying to live in the moment...
5 months ago
...and not be shackled by the “what-ifs”.
I know that I am afraid of rejection, pain, death, the possibility that there is nothing or Hell to look forward to in the afterlife, the death of my loved ones, being unable to control my body, going blind, going deaf, drowning, being murdered, my husband cheating on me, losing control of my mind, killing someone in a blind rage, being wrongfully incarcerated, having my child taken from me, turning into a monster…
