frikkinfinally




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frikkinfinally's Life List

  1. 1. be an event planner
    13 people
  2. 2. buy an SUV
    32 people
  3. 3. fall in love with my life
    3 people
  4. 4. wake up early everyday
    91 people
  5. 5. buy Gilmore Girls Season 4
    1 person
  6. 6. move back to Hawaii
    15 people
  7. 7. vacation by myself
    5 people
  8. 8. wear fake eyelashes
    22 people
  9. 9. eat more vegetables
    916 people
  10. 10. not take things so personally
    178 people
  11. 11. do yoga
    2,309 people
  12. 12. learn how to prepare 10 excellent meals
    793 people
  13. 13. Complete everything on this list
    8 people
  14. 14. learn more about computers
    128 people
  15. 15. have a better attitude
    39 people
  16. 16. write a letter to my children & husband that should be read should I ever passaway before they do
    1 person
  17. 17. go to more concerts
    2,590 people
  18. 18. buy Tribond
    1 person
  19. 19. buy a new stereo for my car
    0 people
  20. 20. go back to Mecca in San Francisco
    1 person
  21. 21. go to bed at a decent time
    21 people
  22. 22. become a P.I.
    8 people
  23. 23. stop lying
    984 people
  24. 24. go back to college
    949 people
  25. 25. learn about the stock market and investing
    84 people
  26. 26. save more money
    2,997 people
  27. 27. go to New York
    2,096 people
  28. 28. go to San Francisco
    167 people
  29. 29. forgive
    1 entry
    1,027 people
  30. 30. have more self-esteem
    35 people
  31. 31. spend more time with my kids
    349 people
  32. 32. be a bad ass dancer
    1 person
  33. 33. be a housewife
    55 people
  34. 34. save for my kids education
    5 people
  35. 35. stop watching so much tv
    142 people
  36. 36. order a drink other than my signature Turkey & Coke
    1 person
  37. 37. learn how to ride a bike
    224 people
  38. 38. find a job that is fun
    1 person
  39. 39. Write a book and get it published
    486 people
  40. 40. have more friends that are worth it
    2 people
  41. 41. be okay with not getting a fair amount of child support
    1 person
  42. 42. stop hating my children's step mother
    1 person
  43. 43. lose weight
    1 entry
    41,726 people
Recent entries
forgive
I'm not really a fan of the Forgive & Forget motto.

My biggest hang up is with my Father. I haven’t seen him in so long, I actually don’t even know how many years it’s been since I last saw him. I think we are going on 4 years. It’s sad because we live in the same city. He is always asking my sister how I’m doing, but he can never pick up the phone and call me. A few years ago he wanted to see me for a holiday that was also his birthday, he wanted me to attend church with him and hang out as a family. Well, I called to say I couldn’t make it because of a work conflict. I left the message on his phone, actually called after work to follow up, called the next day to leave my number (which he has) one more time & to tell him to again give me a call so we can catch up and the man never called me back!!! He has yet to call me back. I was so hurt because I was fine with not having him in my life, then I went out on a limb to reconnect and he screws me. For awhile I had to deal with being rejected again and again by him. I could actually cry right now because the situation makes me so sad. I like to think I forgive him for the abusive childhood I had, but I really don’t think I’m over it. I have to work so hard to cope everyday as a responsible adult. My sisters and I all agree that it is a miracle that we are functioning adults because when I say our childhood was whack…I mean W-H-A-C-K, jacked up, if I told you stories you probably wouldn’t even believe me. Not forgiving him is the easier way to live my life, but I know not the healthier way to live my life.



lose weight
Okay...now the healthy living starts!

Alright, I am going to commit myself to living a healthier life. Mainly with my emotional eating. My goal is to be thinner by X-mas. That’s 11 weeks to go and about 3lbs per week. That might be a bit extreme, but I want to concentrate on my goal and be done with my weight issue. I want to ring in the new year feeling really proud of myself for getting close or meeting my goal of x-mas.




 

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