I'm doing 28 things
Sometimes I just feel all alone… But I’m not really. Just all alone in my school… And in my family… And in our small non-existant town… But there has to be others- I know there are… So for once- Just let me meet one.
Jess's Life List
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1. become anorexic
2 entries3,842 people -
2. believe that i am beautiful
1 cheer27 people -
3. meet other cutters
1 entry1 person -
4. punch someone in the face
102 people -
5. love without getting hurt
2 people -
6. stop procrastinating
30,012 people -
7. be more organized
3,510 people -
8. see the northern lights
18,961 people -
9. learn to snowboard
2,615 people -
10. Visit Canada
613 people -
11. stop talking so much
52 people -
12. pray more
3,257 people -
13. get paid to blog
530 people -
14. quit smoking
9,261 people -
15. show my writing off
1 person -
16. be famous
1 entry2,541 people -
17. see the world
2,183 people -
18. become the next dizzy gillespie
1 person -
19. rule the school
1 person -
20. get a boyfriend
1 entry2,727 people -
21. Get my nose pierced.
1,161 people -
22. skydive
11,414 people -
23. go into space
362 people -
24. play the piano well
69 people -
25. get another tattoo
3,487 people -
26. stop making fun of people
32 people -
27. quit cutting
1 entry . 1 cheer40 people -
28. learn to speak french
1,778 people
Recent entries
It’s just one of those things… Like smoking or drinking. You want to quit, because it’s bad- but too quickly do we give up to our cravings… It’s a monster that grows inside, eating us up… But I don’t want to stop cutting… I don’t want to at all… And still, after therapy and group, I still don’t see my problem and why it’s bad…
Just because I can’t handle it. I become exhuasted and it’s not even worth it anymore… It hurts to much to throw it up and I hate not eating. I’m just sick of it all… I give up, I’ll find a different way to loose the weight. I love food too much to just stop eating it!
