Sometimes I just feel all alone… But I’m not really. Just all alone in my school… And in my family… And in our small non-existant town… But there has to be others- I know there are… So for once- Just let me meet one.
Jess's Life List
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1. be famous
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2. see the world
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3. become the next dizzy gillespie
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4. rule the school
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5. get a boyfriend
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6. Get my nose pierced.
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7. skydive
9,854 people -
8. go into space
315 people -
9. play the piano well
56 people -
10. get another tattoo
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11. stop making fun of people
31 people -
12. show my writing off
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13. quit smoking
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14. become anorexic
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15. meet other cutters
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16. punch someone in the face
86 people -
17. love without getting hurt
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18. stop procrastinating
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19. be more organized
3,157 people -
20. see the northern lights
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21. learn to snowboard
2,369 people -
22. Visit Canada
514 people -
23. stop talking so much
39 people -
24. pray more
2,953 people -
25. get paid to blog
507 people -
26. learn to speak french
1,487 people -
27. quit cutting
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28. believe that i am beautiful
1 cheer26 people
Recent entries
All alone
2 years ago
Some help please?
2 years ago
It’s just one of those things… Like smoking or drinking. You want to quit, because it’s bad- but too quickly do we give up to our cravings… It’s a monster that grows inside, eating us up… But I don’t want to stop cutting… I don’t want to at all… And still, after therapy and group, I still don’t see my problem and why it’s bad…
Just because
2 years ago
Just because I can’t handle it. I become exhuasted and it’s not even worth it anymore… It hurts to much to throw it up and I hate not eating. I’m just sick of it all… I give up, I’ll find a different way to loose the weight. I love food too much to just stop eating it!
