Sometimes I just feel all alone… But I’m not really. Just all alone in my school… And in my family… And in our small non-existant town… But there has to be others- I know there are… So for once- Just let me meet one.
Jess's Life List
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1. be famous
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2. punch someone in the face
89 people -
3. love without getting hurt
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4. stop procrastinating
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5. be more organized
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6. see the northern lights
16,860 people -
7. learn to snowboard
2,442 people -
8. Visit Canada
534 people -
9. stop talking so much
44 people -
10. pray more
3,050 people -
11. get paid to blog
510 people -
12. learn to speak french
1,557 people -
13. quit cutting
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14. meet other cutters
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15. become anorexic
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16. see the world
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17. become the next dizzy gillespie
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18. rule the school
1 person -
19. get a boyfriend
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20. Get my nose pierced.
1,107 people -
21. skydive
10,163 people -
22. go into space
323 people -
23. play the piano well
60 people -
24. get another tattoo
3,423 people -
25. stop making fun of people
31 people -
26. show my writing off
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27. quit smoking
8,476 people -
28. believe that i am beautiful
1 cheer27 people
Recent entries
All alone
2 years ago
Some help please?
2 years ago
It’s just one of those things… Like smoking or drinking. You want to quit, because it’s bad- but too quickly do we give up to our cravings… It’s a monster that grows inside, eating us up… But I don’t want to stop cutting… I don’t want to at all… And still, after therapy and group, I still don’t see my problem and why it’s bad…
Just because
2 years ago
Just because I can’t handle it. I become exhuasted and it’s not even worth it anymore… It hurts to much to throw it up and I hate not eating. I’m just sick of it all… I give up, I’ll find a different way to loose the weight. I love food too much to just stop eating it!
