Ok its time to make some investments for summer so im trying to follow the formula: invest in timeless classics + plus some thrifty quirky items to spice it up + on trend accessories to stay with the times so need to write a list of what I have in each category and what i need.
feeling super motivated today – ready to shed this weight and start the new year fresh, healthy and confident
To day I got a quote to fly to London in easter next year. I think my boyfriend will break up with me, but I need to know if what I had there was real and if it is its worth it – if its not at least I wont live my life wondering
God so I found my tape measure the other day – its terrifying how much weight I have put on – I feel so gross I dont want to go to the beach with my friends next week ew ew
FYI (measurements at biggest point
Old Measurements Current Measurement Goal
Tummy: 72 cms 78 cms :( 70cms
Butt: 96 cms 100 cms :( 94 cms
Thighs 53 cm 57 cms :( 50cms
I have GOT to get this sorted ASAP
Am acting CEO at work till xmas and everything is SO hectic I am running out of time to go to the gym everyday!
Well today I found out I got into the honours program, now I want to get a first class distinction upon completing it! Going to be a tough year!
I have technically finshed my degree – but I am going back for one more yea in order to get honours :) so by the end of this yea I should have finished!
Have eaten well every day this week and 3 x workouts – 3 more work outs (one double day) and 2 more good days coming up – only prob is weekend = need to find reasons for not drinking!
Got up successfully at 6 again today, breakfast meeting, im good wen I know I have a reason, so I think thinking of an important reason before bed helps
I am now the strechiest person in my cardio classes at the gym, (i watch everyone during the cool down!) hehe I am still a way away from my goals tho!
I hate my thighs soooooooooooooo much can’t wait till they are skinny, all of my friends have thighs that go straight up to their hips, mine have this horrible bulge out, ew
Someone said to me yesterday I am “looking really good” and that “you have finally stopped looking like an anno crack-whore” – backhanded compliment much!! made me think tho how much weight do I really need to lose and how far is being skinner really making me healthier – any way enough musing
Am doing well – got up at 6 this morning to squeeze gym in which im super proud of! ANd excellent eating – I am using the drug addict adage and taking it one day at a time – while a month of healthy eating and exercising seems overwhelming I can cope with eating well and going to the gym today, just today :)
Did goooooood today – alarm at 7.20 – out of bed at 7.30 – even tho I only had 5 hours sleep – its coz I knew I had to get up or I wouldnt have time to wash my hair – i think going to sleep with a reason to get up helps me
Yesterday I was awesome!!
Food – 2 x coffee (black)
- 2 x low fat protien shakes
- salmon rice and veges
- chicken soup and salad
Plus a massive work out
Lets do the same again today!!
Realized today I dont want too much of a fixed style, I like to play dress up a bit, i.e. at work I like super sleek corporate gear, chilling out in the weekend I like relaxed surfer feel on the weekends and then I like to some times don my leather jacket, studded heels and smudgey eye make up to rock it out or pretty little dresses – so its not that I have to pick one of these styles persue, coz they are all different aspects of myself, but have an essence, or commonality that runs btween them!
