sigh there was one around here recently. i had no ride, and couldn’t get there =( maybe next time…
fscenebeatnik's Life List
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1. love someone and have someone love me
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2. make a difference
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3. To live instead of exist
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4. not be lonely
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5. figure out where all the people like me are hiding
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6. get my driver's liscence
185 people -
7. stop procrastinating
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8. be more organized
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9. become fluent in french
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10. Skydive
10,188 people -
11. participate in a protest
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12. learn the cello
82 people -
13. Learn to play the drums
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14. Go to a Medic Droid Concert!
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15. Attend a Shakespeare Festival in Canada
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16. get a picture published by Jones Soda
86 people -
17. Go to a rave
505 people -
18. Improve my geography
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19. hold my own in arguments
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20. do something with my hair
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21. get better at DDR
182 people
i voted today… =D [i hope you did too! otherwise,you’re a bad, bad American] so i guess that’s sort of making a difference. but i want to REALLY make a difference, like, directly impact somebody’s life. not just making my voice heard.
so now i’m becoming delusional. fantastic. that is SO just what i need. or maybe i’m more like your typical self-centered college kid w/ no confidence. either way, my life [like, pretty much every f-ing aspect of it] sucks. there is actually a reason why i’m posting this rant under “love someone and have someone love me.” i mean, that’s my goal for SOMEDAY, but right now my expectations are very very low. basically, a b/f that *doesn’t treat me like shit *i have met in real life *see on a regular basis. *is not appallingly unattractive. that’s like, all. even with these pathetically low expectations, i can’t seem to catch a dude. like, i kinda thought one guy liked me, but again, i’m delusional, and i thought another guy liked me BACK but i see all these various girls on his facebook and he didn’t say hi to me in the cafeteria. not that he knows me very well, but still. freakin’ a. am i supposed to be alone forever?!
