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only 2 bills left. hospital and one credit card. i’m not sure why i feel i must get out of debt completely before i can start the major events in my life, but i do.

only 2 bills left. hospital and one credit card. i’m not sure why i feel i must get out of debt completely before i can start the major events in my life, but i do.

i want to do a juice fast.

just tallied it up. i owe: $1409 to companies and bunches to people. i would so love not to live paycheck to paycheck.

fathead really wants babies. i might have to rethink this goal.

boston has made it twice to the world series in my life time so far. 2004, 2007. way too expensive, but i can hope.

it’s not that i really give up, it’s more like i’m poor and don’t forsee myself being able to ever afford this.

i had to put this on hold until i upgrade to a pro account.

don’t ever give your sig. other anything you’ve knitted unless you’re married.

i save so much $$$ in late fees.

i can play the clarinet well and the cello really badly, unless we’re counting my countless hours on guitar hero.

and had them engraved for fat head + i. so not worth it. i dislike ipods. i refuse to even have one in my house. he is in possession of them all.

perch says i am but i think he is biased.

i had such a good time. already purchased tickets to see him in june.

i haven’t physically been to the galapagos islands. i have watched numerous documentaries, seen many photos, and read, and read, and read. i feel it is much more responsible to have visted the galapagos this way than it would be for me to set foot on them.

tomorrow night 7x. yay!!!!

i just learned that fat head said he would give me up. i am not ok with this.

i held on to the belief that i could truly master meditation. i have finally begun to accept the fact that it is impossible to completely master this. i am pleased w/my results so far. i have gone from not being able to stand even a couple of minutes, to 10 minutes, to being able to completely focus my mind on my breathing for 20-25 minutes each time. i am v. pleased with these results. it is an immeasureable skill that has really helped me in times of distress. it took me almost 1 year before i could automatically deep breath or relax my muscles.

it’s a wonderful feeling to trust someone completely.

although i didn’t get the response i was hoping from our fellow 43ers our team did raise over $500 for the march of dimes. thanks to all who donated.