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How to buy a skirt
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Learn Japanese
I really like Japanese! 12 months ago

I am bilingual in Chinese and English, and I have learned about four years of French, but now I am in love with Japanese! The single thing that motivated me to do this is the movie Koizora, which frustrated me with the language and culture barrier.



get angry more often
I want to get angry!! 12 months ago

I totally understand how everyone feels about this, and it is something that no one else around me seems to understand. I don’t know how to get angry! Maybe it’s because I have witnessed too many arguments and fights that I think are ridiculous that I just feel there is no point in ANY argument.

But I realize this is not true, and Ive heard that a romantic relationship without a fight is unlikely to last long. Sometimes people may scream and shout at me, and all I am able to do is stare. They may not treat me right, but I feel like an unfeeling being. And then I beat myself up because I realize that I might be the one who’s wrong. The thing is, I hardly know how to cry, either.

I realize how much harm I am doing myself, and sometimes, I just wish I could explode for once just to show myself that I can.




 

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