gabbynewneo

I used to be a panicky person constantly taunted by the though of imminent death. I would never go a day without thinking about it at least once and I could come up with a way I could die for almost every situation.

But I had a revelation one night in a dream. I was sick and dying, I was scared but my relatives were comforting and talked to me calmly and reasonably. I felt very very tired and very peaceful as I drifted out of consciousness. I looked forward to a long sleep since I was tired. And since I am religious, I looked forward to heaven. This was an amazing experience and when I woke up I thought long and hard and realized that death is a peaceful thing. Not something I want to do, but not something I dread either.

I also had dreams where I suddenly died (like being shot). It was painful for just a short second but then I felt warm and wonderful as I blacked out into blissful unconsciousness.

I hope others can have these experiences.

I’m 13 years old and a very serious hypochondriac. I get serious panic attacks ever day about every hour or so. It is driving me insane!
My worst fears are a cerebral aneurysm and a sudden heart attack. So I am constantly, out of habit, checking my pulse rate and getting panic attacks with every little headache.
My hands start sweating a lot and I feel light headed and dizzy like if I don’t see a doctor in minutes, I will go crazy. Of course, I always somehow manage to force myself over these attacks but it is extremely hard, especially at school.
Today I came home in the middle of first period because I had one of these attacks so I faked sick and went to the nurse.
My mom is setting up regular appointments for me to see a brain doctor and a cardiologist.

Can anyone offer any help at all? It would be much appreciated!

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