Whenever someone walks into a room that looks about my age I always analyze them and see if they are a “higher rank” than me and if I think they are I will try to do things to impress them. It sounds so stupid, but this is how my mind works. And then I make myself upset when it doesn’t work, but what I realize is that I’m upset because I don’t believe this person I’m pretending to be.
Ughh habits are hard to break.
Jun 27, 2007, 06:37PM PDT | 1 comment
We’re getting a Disney timeshare, so we might be going on a cruise with our extra promotional points and my best friend is coming to the hotel next weekend to go swimming, while my parents do the paperwork. I have really made improvements on not comparing myself to other friends, too, which allows me to think about better things.
And I have extra money so I am saving to buy that best friend a nice birthday present and maybe a micahel kors wallet.
I think I am having more fun just being more carefree and confident in myself because I’m not worrying about what I look like etc.
Jun 27, 2007, 06:24PM PDT | 0 comments
Ok so I turned 15 and I can now get my permit, but I have been too lazy to take the test. Now I can work on 2 goals, stop procrastinating and learning to drive.
Jun 27, 2007, 05:13PM PDT | 0 comments