i was in depression.. i do not feel any flaw with it anymore.. ofcoruse there is still cigarette smell and yellow teeth but.. and i donot care about too much clothesbutifeel ok ..
iguess at that time i was too sensitive to my actual self or i let it too much to become thrash. i do notreally remember . interesting
gaiaiag's Life List
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1. be 60 kg
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2. always be aware of and worship my different style of thinking and creativity and use it in most awkward situations and ways
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3. create artsy, technic, mechanic, electronic design items
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4. be a part of/build a hackerspace
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5. always live and work in environments that allow me to be silly and unpredictable
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6. weigh 125 lbs
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7. find new inspiring friends
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8. List 43 people that inspire me and list the reasons why
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9. be skinny enough to wear Hedi Slimane
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10. make electronic music
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11. design fashion
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12. have own company that designs HW/SW awkward objects/things and make money of this
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13. earn more money
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14. be in a band
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15. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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16. design a music gear and sell it
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17. earn money making music
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18. own an underground bar/club
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19. Learn to DJ
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20. Party in Goa
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21. find a hidden box with things and a diary written in a crypted language 1000 years ago and after encrypting it find out that it is telling the truth behind everything
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22. program or build a robot again
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23. go to Nepal
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24. see the midnight sun
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25. industrial design
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26. handmade notebook
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27. Think less and do more
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28. design a card of support
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29. Go to Boom 2012
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How I did it: not comeplete but i do not want it as a goal.. i went to some.. there is still to go.. but i feel good.. i care about my health.. i even quit smoking. taking antioxidant sh*t.. i start to see my skin celarer.. i have pains still and a bit of post stuff.. but it will b e ok. i will bosst my immune and stuff.. i just do not want this on my list since i feel i am onthe way nad i do not feel a big lack of not taking care of me Read how I did it…
How I did it: come on this is not something to be advised on . i did not do anything.. just chancve.. and i feel lucky..how i did it.. :D:D i did not do anything.. come on this is not something to be advised on . i did not do anything.. just chancve.. and i feel lucky..how i did it.. :D:D i did not do anything.. come on this is not something to be advised on . i did not do anything.. just chancve.. and i feel lucky..how i did it.. :D:D i did not do anything.. Read how I did it…
How I did it: take you rway men.. there is no use in my goal.. ok i am done i wanna move on .. is this enough .. pliiizzza bit more. ok it is a gd album.. and music is a theraphy.. i like to share.. wish i could find more but the music in me stopped right now .. i am trying to listen relax music.. reggea.. it cchanges sooo much .. i do not know.. i hope this is enough.. and sorry i a mnot teasig on how i did this but it was a stupid goal.. and i … Read how I did it…
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i was using the same weight meauring stufffor4 years.. now i moved fromthehouse and i literally lost the perception:S:S: i know it sound funny or stpidbut really. i eat and eat and gain but it does not touch my concious.. i was using 2 kilos up approach( do not ask me waht is , soething sutpid i didi to motivate me pushing he weight stuff 2 kilos front and beliving it after becaus eit has been so long) ow from the momnet i camne in it showed me as 63. but i do not kno how much i was.. i guess iwas 66 and this measure showed 63.. now i eat and eat and i became 65 which would 68 .OH MYYYYYYY.. i ameatig my 10th chocolate and grabbing the 11th now because i amshocked
heheheheheeeeeeeee.. i moved to another country which is active about this. not as much as in usa.. anyway.. it is abig city .. nice one ;).. i checked.. and there is one big big big hackerspace here.. so big that there is many people :D.. i do not if this is good or bad. the best part is.. i am staying at a place for onemonth .. and the hackersapce is like 10 mins wlak to here. the same area.. wtf :D:D:
this should be a sign.. tomorrow going to their meetup yayyyyyyy!!.. this is not my first priority . it is to find a job put.. i fell happy about this.. yayyyyy again
