Making appointments
Trying to lasso it all into one thing
Moving on from disappointments (job opportunities that even I wasn’t sure were the right fit)
Healing artistically
Trying to make new friends at that Group
Trying not to try so hard
Remembering names
Remembering birthdays
Trying to figure out what to eat
Being thankful for my tax money
Trying to figure out my dentist, who it should be
Prioritizing all this
Missing friends
Missing partner
Am I independent?
Interdependent, for sure, but how?
Next baby step in front of me.
Today is a gray day once again. Soon it will not be. We have to be ready for that?
Do we just suddenly “believe” again only when the sun is out. Or do we not believe - anyway - when the sun is not shining, but simply KNOW that it will shine again—and that there are good things anyway, NOW, to be grateful for. To build from.
The process has always been building. Even if you’re not sure what you’re building.
Don’t forget the world defines what “projects” are. But even when you think you’ve figured out your project, you don’t really know, from the deepest level, what it is, or why it is, or even what part of the bigger project that it is.
Remember, all projects are parts of other projects. And all Discoveries, and Due Diligence are projects in themselves, too.
So just because I feel my whole life right now is Due Diligence, doesn’t mean it really is. Or that I should stop doing that. Due Diligence. I want to do the Due Diligence more diligently!
Lead me to the Diligence that is Due and keep me on that path. Louden that small voice, so I hear the passion and choose the projects/diligences.
Or how about, since I really don’t know where all the help is coming from, but am affirming it anyway, even though the sun has not come out yet, I agree that the choice voice is heard, now!
I don’t care where the voice comes from. Louden the voice.
Show me who I am. I don’t care who I’m talking to. Show me, tell me, lead me.



