gamergrl27

i miss HIM a lot
why can’t i just forget about him
i still love him
i dont want to
i can’t help it

why do i have to be so emotional it sucks!! i am always breaking down and crying all the time…i lose sleep at night over it…i am always thinking…which leads to more breakdowns gahh

we have known each other for as long as i can remember. i love him a lot…he asked me out and i said yes without thinking and after about a month and a half we broke up, bcuz he cheated on me….when i found this out i confronted him about it and he said he did it bcuz he wanted to break up but he didnt want to hurt me(little did he no it hurt worse that way). we talked it out and for some reason i forgave him..then just a couple days ago he came over and we hung out. we were goofing off and he did that look that guys do sumtimes where they stare at you in this way that feels good but weird at the same time(dont ask) and then he kissed me!! WUT now i am confused and idk wut is goin on. we arent back together. and i just want to forget him soo bad but i cant….