I do keep up with the 5 prayers but i have a habit of delaying them and doing them HOURSSSS later. Some days I don’t do all of them though. I want to thank and remember and praise God more to and realize His Existence, Perfection, Sovereignity and His Goodness and Guidance. Sometimes I have doubts that there is no God due to the circumstances of my life. Sometimes I get overwhelmed by the negative views of Islam and hate having to deal with people;s stupid questions and comments.
Ugghhhh…inshallah I will become a STRONG* believer, happy in the faith and worship of God and enjoying His Creations.
gardenia99's Life List
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1. get my G1
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2. live for myself
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3. stop thinking about guys
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4. be a better muslim
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5. stop judging
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6. Live life!
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7. draw again
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8. Stop daydreaming, regretting and wondering
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9. lose weight
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10. learn arabic
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11. learn to do a handstand
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12. learn to sing
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13. be less superficial
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14. Read more
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15. to canoe again
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16. be more satisfied
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17. go to France
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18. go to New York City
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19. go to holland
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20. go to Italy
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21. be less materialistic
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22. go to Asia
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23. live in toronto
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24. graduate with honours
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25. forgive everyone
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26. Be indepedent
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27. finish nursing school
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28. Visit the Middle East
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29. go bungee jumping
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30. go to the top of the eiffel tower
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31. learn calligraphy
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32. be more joyful, outgoing and wild
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33. eat healthy
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34. stop being jealous and judgemental
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Recent entries
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6 months ago
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6 months ago
for religious reasons, as well as to speak to my friends who speak this unique language. to make myself more unique and interesting!
—> starting to learn the alphabet.
To do:
-memorize the letters, learn how to combine it, PERFECT THE SOUNDS, learn to read and write it fast
-learn vocabulary
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6 months ago
ENOUGH SAID!!!I need to lose 20 pounds and feel better about my appearance and not get paranoid when I look down to read and think that my neck and jawline are blending together!!!
I wanna regain my curvy waist again!!
