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So at the behest of my brain doctor, I went to a healing touch nurse today and was reiki’d to death. I don’t if it had a placebo effect or what, but I do feel a little better. Which is saying a lot considering how much of a skeptic I am.

Eating has been a bit of a battle still. I want to be clear that I don’t have an eating disorder, I’m simply too sad to eat.

The taste of food has increased dramatically, but my appetite has waned again. Even cookies and brownies aren’t enough to entice me. I’ve lost 15 pounds over the past two weeks which worries me.

A few nights ago I finally sat down and watched Baraka. Luke had told me several times I would hate it and has gone on many times about how much he hates it.

Well, I didn’t hate it. I actually quite liked it. I thought it was a beautiful and moving look at human spirituality. It was the right movie for the time. I kind of regret sending it back to Netflix as quickly as I did because I could certainly watch it again.