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wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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This one is a hard one. I always snooze a few minutes and I end up snoozing for an hour or two after the alarm goes off. Going to bed early doesn’t work either…



Be more open about my feelings
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ow man, I try to do this but it costs so much effort to tell someone how you truly feel. Will the person get offended? What if you are too honest? Is true that it all lies in the way you tell somebody what you feel?



smile more
unsecure when smiling

I try not to smile, or give a half smile cuz I feel so unsecure when smiling. I think I just look stupid when I smile. And maybe ppl will think that I’m not that though anymore :(



be less anxious
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I get anxious if I’m alone long enough or if a girl will hit on me, I will always pass this opportunity and justity it by thinking that she missed out on me. But I can’t feel relaxed in moments of real human contact. A flirt, a good day salut, a spontanous quick joke from someone will scare me to death. help! :(



be more confident (read all 2 entries…)
Confidence come over here

I lost my confidence a while ago. I keep holding back on saying things that are important, especially feedback in a group of friends. Or ask somebody for directions. This would take alot of effort that I wouldn’t do it for weeks. So, you guessed it my love life is also affected. I hope to read some advice on this one thing to achieve the goal to be happy with myself again.



be more confident (read all 2 entries…)
Confidence come over here

I lost my confidence a while ago. I keep holding back on saying things that are important, especially feedback in a group of friends. Or ask somebody for directions. This would take alot of effort that I wouldn’t do it for weeks. So, you guessed it my love life is also affected. I hope to read some advice on this one thing to achieve the goal to be happy with myself again.



fall in love with someone who loves me too
miss the love so much

The last relationship was a mess. It made me stop working out, caring for my body, force me to go out clubbing almost every night to forget the ex. The problem is that once I fall in love, I tend to give everything and end up all broken up. I guess, you have first to play everything tacticlly and not let urself be guided by feelings immediately. I still have trouble finding a girlfriend due to no self esteem…So, be carefull out there! She might look sweet…but hey..



find real love
how do you know?

How do you know that you found real love? Maybe you are simply ‘in love’ and that is different from love itself. The in love stage goes away after a few years I guess. But how do you know that what you have is real love, not that you long just to not to be alone and the comfort of being with somebody? I have no idea what real love should feel like..I guess it’s important to know so you don’t make a pass. help anyone?



get a masters degree
have no clue

want to get a masters in chemical engineering. But how do I know it will get me a job that will make me happy. Or which direction I will follow afterwards. Maybe Holland, Delft would be the place the do it OR is it better abroad? I live in holland but It is a country where all my social skills go down the drain. So, i’ll probably need to do it in a more open relaxed society. Guess that leaves out europe? I’m totally confused about this. what about the paid masters that I heard you can get via the multinational companies? I heard it can be one year master? If anyone can help me with something would be great.



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