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For ages I knew I wasnt well but I couldnt pick whether it was mental or physical because I kept getting sick. I was going to pin my feelings on a chemical imbalance.

I still have a hope it is a chemical imbalance.

Trying to do this alone is harder than I thought, but it really feels like it’s the best way. I’d rather go down in silence than admit I ever started sinking.

Far out.

Not a good day for me today, I’ve really lost sight of this goal. Today I ate pancakes, two bowls of cocopops, bottle of coke and pizza.

Getting waaaay off track here. All I want to lose is 3kg. It annoys me when I hear about people who’ve lost 20kg and I think if they lost that much why cant I find the commitment to just lose 3?!

It’s insane.

I read Wide Sargasso Sea in one day.

I need to re-evaluate my social life.