I love being alive! and Feeling Especially alive. I’m usually optimistic and have a good outlook on life. I love to feel free, like making my own decisions, learning, becoming more open minded, doing what I want, not caring what people think. I’m still workin on them.
But there is one thing that I did this winter that Made me feel SOOO ALIVE! Me and some friends smoked some weed, drove to the beach. watched the huge ass waves. walked around and looked at the ice. then I Just wanted to Jump in the water. Why not? I tried to get my friends to do it, but no. So i Stripped down to my undies, ran through the baseball sized floor of ice and dove into the Sea and got smashed by a big wave. It totally took my high away, but it felt So Awesome! I felt So alive. I recommend it, doing somthing strange out of the blue makes me feel alive. percieved risk is usually really higher than actual risk.
gentlemandn's Life List
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1. overcome anxiety
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2. improve my spanish
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3. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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4. care less about what others think
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5. Be more sociable
720 people -
6. Have an out-of-body experience
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7. go to space
443 people -
8. meet an alien
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9. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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10. stop procrastinating
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11. be a model
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12. gain weight
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13. model
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14. go to Heaven
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15. see rusted root live
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16. have a secret underground lair
434 people -
17. fly
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18. grow my hair long
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19. travel the world
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20. Rob a bank
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21. Smoke weed in Amsterdam
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22. go out with Norah Jones
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23. dance powwow
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24. Make a CD
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25. Learn to Salsa
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26. organize my life
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27. take compliments better
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28. Get a tattoo
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29. be more confident in myself
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30. go sky diving
995 people -
31. paint
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32. be successful
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33. Learn to play saxaphone
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34. be the change i want to see in the world
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35. Do well in school.
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36. Inspire people to make changes in the world, instead of just unhappily accepting it as it is.
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37. find the meaning of life by making my own life more meaningful
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38. live passionately
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39. change the world
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40. learn feng shui
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41. learn piano
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42. meet new people
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uhh.. I did this when I was like 11 or 12 at a POWWOW in P.E.I. I pee’d all over a seat in a porter potty being a punk, then I went across the road, then ti HIT ME! i had to goooo! I ran back across the road and the only toilette that wasn’t occupied was the one I pee’d one! So I ran to my grandfathers trailer, that was locked, then I ran back across the road to all the other Porter pottys, they were all occupied! WHY! So i started to run towards the woods then BAMM! I couldn’t hold it. It felt good and disgusting at the same time…. Good cause it was hurting trying to hold it so hard. :-|
