I love being alive! and Feeling Especially alive. I’m usually optimistic and have a good outlook on life. I love to feel free, like making my own decisions, learning, becoming more open minded, doing what I want, not caring what people think. I’m still workin on them.
But there is one thing that I did this winter that Made me feel SOOO ALIVE! Me and some friends smoked some weed, drove to the beach. watched the huge ass waves. walked around and looked at the ice. then I Just wanted to Jump in the water. Why not? I tried to get my friends to do it, but no. So i Stripped down to my undies, ran through the baseball sized floor of ice and dove into the Sea and got smashed by a big wave. It totally took my high away, but it felt So Awesome! I felt So alive. I recommend it, doing somthing strange out of the blue makes me feel alive. percieved risk is usually really higher than actual risk.
gentlemandn's Life List
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1. meet new people
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2. go sky diving
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3. be more confident in myself
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4. Get a tattoo
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5. see rusted root live
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6. take compliments better
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7. organize my life
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8. Learn to Salsa
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9. Make a CD
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10. dance powwow
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11. paint
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12. be successful
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13. Learn to play saxaphone
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14. learn piano
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15. learn feng shui
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16. change the world
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17. live passionately
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18. find the meaning of life by making my own life more meaningful
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19. Inspire people to make changes in the world, instead of just unhappily accepting it as it is.
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20. Do well in school.
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21. be the change i want to see in the world
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22. go out with Norah Jones
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23. Smoke weed in Amsterdam
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24. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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25. meet an alien
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26. go to space
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27. go to Heaven
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28. Have an out-of-body experience
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29. Be more sociable
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30. care less about what others think
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31. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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32. improve my spanish
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33. stop procrastinating
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34. model
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35. be a model
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36. gain weight
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37. Rob a bank
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38. travel the world
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39. grow my hair long
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40. fly
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41. have a secret underground lair
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uhh.. I did this when I was like 11 or 12 at a POWWOW in P.E.I. I pee’d all over a seat in a porter potty being a punk, then I went across the road, then ti HIT ME! i had to goooo! I ran back across the road and the only toilette that wasn’t occupied was the one I pee’d one! So I ran to my grandfathers trailer, that was locked, then I ran back across the road to all the other Porter pottys, they were all occupied! WHY! So i started to run towards the woods then BAMM! I couldn’t hold it. It felt good and disgusting at the same time…. Good cause it was hurting trying to hold it so hard. :-|
