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I never felt at home in my own country and always was looking for a place to correspond with my hidden desires for a perfect place.

I didn’t want to move just anywhere, so I waited for that place to reveal itself.
Warm weather, open and friendly people, rich vegetation, everything by the sea, so I can swim whenever I want.

And finally I found a place that fits this profile. Maybe, probably, if the calling will continue this way, I will move to Sicily.

I am very happy to fell the pleasure of discovering a place that fits my wishes.

The Unbearable Lightness of Being – Milan Kundera
You were born rich – Bob Proctor
Tao: The Golden Gate – Osho

I made a blog with a picture a day: www.o-poza-pe-zi.blogspot.com

I started but stopped somewhere on the way. I guess the most important think to keep the joy in doing some think is not to focus at the end result but rather at each step, forgetting about the big picture.

At this point Procrastination is having a moment of glory in my life and I decided not to fight it, but watch it with curiosity and see what is trying to tell me.

Maybe it wants to say: your Goal is causing you too much pain along the way, you are working too hard, you must learn to work and enjoy it, before I leave you alone.

Maybe. Will see.

I have old film in my fridge, for maybe 9 years. It is expired, of course and I am curious if anything will turn out in those photos or what strange effect the time added to them.

I feel I have the moral obligation to use all the film I have been stacking, in order to be able to move forward. I am also anxious and enthusiastic, because I didn’t use my analog camera in a long time; everything for me in the photography field was on digital in the last years.

a job to do wkat i love to do and use my best capabilities:)
a job to allow me to develop myself

I just finished the first stage of my new website and that feels very good.
It is a online photography magazine and to promote it and grow it it’s going to take time and a lot of work.
the website is :
http://www.fotografa.ro
If you cave any comments, sugestions, ideas related to the website please feel free to shoot.
cheers!
this is just the beginning!!!

I started sorting all my pictures from the archive (it’s going to be a photo website).
Today I go and order some scans and plan to continue the selection of the already digitalized pictures.

Being very busy with everything else the master is always the last one on the list and it’s beginning to be really annoying.
I changed the subject thou.
From ” the new visual culture- about the visuals circulating on the internet media” now I switched to “The Romanian film in the context of the European film”.
What next?

I’m trying every other thing just to postpone the intelectual effort of thinking and writing down something in order to complete the essay.
I went to the bibliotheque but the books didn’t help too much, especially when the theme of the whole work is not established yet.
I still agree that getting started is the most difficult.
:(
Am I an idiot or what?!

It worth doing if you feel that you can handle it. Death is not very pleasant and for me this was more like an exercice. I am stronger and wiser.Think twice before doing it!

All I have to do is a 40 pages essey in order to sustain the final exam.
but reading, writing, thinking after all this “Intelectual break” is rather difficult.
I have to do it!
I WANT to do it!