One step at a time. Alot to do, not even close to enough time to do it in.
I am grateful that we finally got moms flu shot. One less thing to worry about.
I am grateful that we went to the Arboretum and that the flowers were beautiful, and there was a nice breeze blowing.
A nice nap.
New television shows, including “The Biggest Loser”
Anticipated rain tonight.
Sep 15, 04:18PM PDT | 5 cheers | 0 comments
I haven’t been doing this for awhile because I got so down, that I couldn’t see the positive in even the smallest things. But I am trying the climb upward, and I can almost see daylight.
I am grateful that mom and I went out on the deck and had breakfast this morning. Its been awhile since I felt like doing this. Its extra effort, but it makes her happy.
I’m grateful that I got the grocery shopping done, and then was able to come home and take a nap. The house isn’t clean, but right now I just don’t care.
I am grateful that my cats surround me when I’m sad.
I’m grateful that mom and I have had a “spa day” and she is appreciative. We did her hair, her nails, etc.
I’m grateful for my cousins being in touch with me, since I have almost no family left. They live in other states, but they are the closest thing I have to brothers.
I’m grateful to my 43T friends for always reminding me to keep going.
Sep 14, 07:01PM PDT | 3 cheers | 2 comments
Bad things keep happening. And I can’t stop them. And I keep praying that they will stop, and that I will have a good life again. But deep down, I know that I won’t. I’m not suicidal or anything like that. Its just that basically I feel like my life is over. I am just existing.
Sep 06, 07:59PM PDT | 3 comments