I was just pondering my previous two entries and was happy to see that they were what I wanted to see. Nothing glum or sad, just truthful. There is no reason for me to have depression so I would have been quite surprised to see something that I didn’t remember.
gertygirl's Life List
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1. Start a lasting relationship
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2. Stop smoking permanently.
8 entries . 1 cheer14 people -
3. Read more books
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4. grow my nails
2 entries468 people -
5. Write a best-selling romance novel.
2 entries2 people -
6. lose 8 pounds
8 entries . 1 cheer110 people -
7. Get chiseled washboard belly.
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8. Make my own jerky
1 entry1 person -
9. stop watching so much tv
1 entry142 people -
10. Falun Dafa regularly
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11. Graduate school
75 people -
12. Get a pair of Collies
1 person -
13. remodel house
11 people -
14. win a scholarship
91 people -
15. Learn to play piano
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16. get X
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17. get on a game show
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18. Read Alice Dunbar-Nelson works
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19. Deutsch verbessern
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20. Learn to drive stick shift
261 people -
21. get a job
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22. Get out of Depression
3 entries69 people
I still want to remain a part of this blog so I will not delete this Thing from my list.
However I figured out that all the teensy-weensy hardships of life are unbearably difficult to deal with and can floor you if you do not remember to deal with one single large issue. In my case the topic of marriage became a battleground for someone who desparately wants to be an American citizen. Of course he’s mad and bitter, but I just want to forget.
Now I just have to make sure I am safe at all times and stay out of the path of this person.
I felt depressed, but peaceful. I really thought the basis of my depression was really just boredom and the basis of that was loneliness. I went out last weekend but didn’t have very much fun, even though I was with great (bossy, though) people. Maybe the circus would be much more freaky and fantastic…
Of course the audience would be mostly comprized of a lot of idiots as the people are here in New Mexico where I live.
