gettinoldiscool

man…been wandering and it started to pour so crashed into one restaurant, and. internet works here!! how amazing!! i’m getting panini…so romantic. just by myself with no plan. pouring outside. hugry thankfully..man. i’m lucky..once in a lifetime opportunity…haha…i’m just kidding….i’m so…giddy..? i don’t know the word but….hehe.. .thousands of butterflies in my stomache….hehe. i’m lucky..i’m lucky..it’s been so hot outside…the name of this restaurant is….nathans..?i don’t even know…it’s a small bar-restaurant…panini comes with french fries which i love and server is cute looking..hehe…but old…man. didn’t even eat breakfast..actually..now my food has come i’mma eat. hehe

haha, then what would become the center of my attention in my life? how would i live my life? with what kind of hope and plans and dreams? that’d be funny. i would become like paris hilton. wouldn’t need to work…wouldn’t need to save up money,.well,,i might lose myself. i dunno. i don’t care right now. no waste time on daydreaming. i need 2000 dollars..at least for this semester. then what next? man. that’s killing me. i will really need steve’s help. and tax….still gotta do it..loans…sh*t…

i don’t think i could ever conquer this thing..don’t got no social life…just read and listen on my own..hardly speak.or write. well. yeah, it’s little crazy. damn. i’m hungry but it’s ok. it’s my silent lonely, fun, and long free time..past midnight till…1, or 2 am?..yesterday, it was 3 am. well. i like to read. it’s good cuz that means i’m getting better at it. i ate too much anyways. i ate too much bread. pb&j, french toasts.. and that olive garden thingi..i finished the kite runner.more interesting thing was that it has a little discussion section at the end of the book like some exercise in text books in high school. those questions were a little challenging and i didn’t like that….man..it got me..i felt like i was in my high school again..stuck at some of those questions….man..that totally got me!! you little….hehe.
anyways. this is good way to keep journal.