gifted_were

you told me to thimk about what i want, and i have figured it out, i guess i just needed a little push, thank you guys. ok so here is why i want to become one. i have had bad things, alot of bad things happen to me in the past. my family was in trouble, we got threatened, shot at and everything else. i couldnt help,... i couldnt help anyone because i had a weak body, because i was really young. i wanted to help them so much it made me angrier every second that i was useless. i couldnt help but feel like a burden to those i love. i wanted to be strong. i wanted the ability to change, to leave my old self behind. start new. i wanted to be able to protect them, but because i was so young i couldnt understand what i felt. As i got older i started having sudden urges, urges to chase, to be loud, to be anything but normal. people thought i was weird because i kept making a fool out of myself. what they saw was a fool, i saw myself being happy. now i am 17 and i keep having vivid dreams of being out in the woods, it all started slow when i was younger, but now everytime i close my eyes i see myself, but not as myself as others would see me. the reason i want to is because i would be able to protect the ones i hold dear to me, and live, live a life outside of busy streets, boxxed in houses and monetary wealth.

I dont know how to yet,but i think i have before because i can just feel it welling up inside me. My friend who can read palms says i have been reincarnated, could i have been a werewolf in a previous life, and if so could my soul be that of a werewolf?

ever since i was little i knew i was different. Other people noticed it as well. I didnt understand those feelings for the first few years of my life, then i hit puberty and started having dreams and the dreams wer like visions that keep getting more and more realistic. I am 17 now and i can understand my purpose a little better. I get angry very easy and i cant help but to yell and scream and howl. I want to protect people and am tired of feeling helpless, I cant even sleep at night without dreaming of it