ginachu

your just horrible. its been 9 months since we’ve broken up. i’m over you, but when i see you around school….. i get these tender feelings again. it’s not fair… i’m sure you don’t feel the same. how can i not be over you? what is wrong with me? everything is over between us.. but i can’t help but think of what could have been. it was nice talking to you for a bit today switching classes, i needed that. we barely talk anymore and its driving me crazy. your a senior this year, so maybe next year when im a senior, i’ll finally be over you because i won’t have to deal with seeing you all of the time. man if you knew any of this, you would probley laugh at me :(

1) mom ironing my clothes in the morning while im rushing to get all of my school things together
2) my amazing rotc instructer for not getting upset at me for knocking into him when i fell off of the pull up bar
3) many many people buying fundraiser candy from me today.. otherwise it would have all melted by now
4) my ex talking to me outside for a bit.. it was really refreshing
5) my english teacher letting me finish my essay after school