girl1989

some people think that it’s nice to be thin , obese people always look at thin girls & wish if they be the same someday but guess what , it’s not always nice to be thin specially when you are short also , it make you look like a kid i’m 22 & i look like 15 !! i hate when someone look at me & say are you sick ?! you look so tired , what’s wrong with you? , oh you have lost few pounds again , i’m afraid of being sick , many people don’t know how these few words hurt my feelings , it makes me feel that i’m ugly , it really hurts ,

i’m now in long distance relationship with a so sweet guy , i always ask myself , what will happen if he come & see me? , i start to lose my self confidence & got depressed & lose more weight , terrible feeling

i met a guy , he was so handsome & seems to like me , i like him too
but dunno what happen i’ve found him with another girl , dunno why , he was so nice to me , tell me that he wanna see me & take my phone number , but then suddenly i found him with another one

i’m not lucky in love i think

i’m 20 , i started suffering from this prob since i was 17 , before that i wan kinda of introverted , in door girl , don’t hang out alot with ma friends , that made me a little obsessive about the outdoor life , afraid to meet new people , & also didn’t give me chance to discover myself , my mistakes to learn from it , but actually when i started to change my life , to go out with my friends , meet new people , this feeling of being confused start to control me , first i believed in some principles these things created my personality as i though but when i was putted in some situations i found my self acting in a nother way not like what i was believing in , soo that makes me think , did i put the wrong principles ? what do i want from life?
who am i? i thought i know myself well , but reality makes me know that i don’t know anything about my self , i was shocked when i start to know that i’m weak can’t take any decision , i need to know myself , need to know what i want…