girl1with1a1problem

i love to drive and alaska is so pretty so y not drive to alaska.
it would be hella fun i think

like i said i was cut free for 11 months then a few days ago i screwed that up! i just could not take anymore, the car crash, my mom, school, everything. now i have my friend scared shitless and my fav teacher having me check in everyday, even saturdays and sundays. i dont wanna cut anymore but i just dont know what to do anymore!!!

so far it has beem one month and i hav ebeen cut free. at least i think i have. idk its hard cuz i this braclet that when its clasp pintches me and it always leaves a mark on my forarm but i dont think of it as cutting. so yeah i have been working so hard not to cut. yes i have been cut free for a month befor but in th end i would just cut again. so now this is one of the biggest test for me. it makes it even harder that now that my 16th birthday is only a few days away im so upset cuz i dont have the person that i really want to be with me for me birthday. i dont know what else to say about this so yeah i guess i will do another update here soon.