girlbytheriver




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  1. 1. weigh 110 pounds
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    210 people
  2. 2. smile more
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    3,338 people
  3. 3. procrastinate less
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    1,656 people
  4. 4. become an optimist
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    45 people
  5. 5. Go snowboarding for an entire season
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    4 people
  6. 6. establish an absolutely amazing closet
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    3 people
  7. 7. watch Discovery Channel
    4 people
  8. 8. list 50 things I love about me
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    26 people
  9. 9. have better posture
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    7,720 people
  10. 10. read a kurt vonnegut book
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  11. 11. Never grow up.
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  12. 12. Learn to juggle
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    1,171 people
  13. 13. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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    18,535 people
  14. 14. become better at small-talk
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  15. 15. Create a photoblog.
    30 people
  16. 16. become a certified lifeguard
    53 people
  17. 17. learn how to graffiti
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  18. 18. Become a vegetarian
    1,569 people
  19. 19. travel the world
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  20. 20. reduce my environmental footprint
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    508 people
  21. 21. learn parkour
    329 people
  22. 22. Learn to play the guitar
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    12,654 people
  23. 23. Make an independent film
    78 people
  24. 24. learn how to drive stick-shift
    4,458 people
  25. 25. see the northern lights
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    16,907 people
  26. 26. learn to raise one eyebrow
    257 people
  27. 27. Take my mom to Paris
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    8 people
  28. 28. learn to pick a lock
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    393 people
  29. 29. become bilingual
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    147 people
  30. 30. read harry potter 7
    413 people
  31. 31. write down 100 happy thoughts to remind me of how good life is.
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    23 people
  32. 32. stop saying like
    264 people
  33. 33. learn shorthand
    530 people
  34. 34. run a half marathon
    1,915 people
  35. 35. recover from my ED
    6 people
  36. 36. do 100 hours of community service
    4 people
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find love. real love --- ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without each other love! (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 16 months ago

i found it 2 months ago.
i was totally in love.
it ended up messy & I got my heart broken, sorry to be a downer.
but i still say, it is far better to have loved & have lost than to never have loved at all. being in love was such an enriching, incredible experience, & I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I encourage everyone to keep believing in, & striving for love. it is out there & it is the most beautiful thing you will ever feel. good luck to everyone!



Learn to play the guitar
Untitled 22 months ago

yesterday my boyfriend taught me how to play seven nation army by the white stripes :D



find love. real love --- ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without each other love! (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 23 months ago

Im scared. I dont know whether to check this or not. He loves me & i love him, there’s no doubt about it. I love him so much. but I don’t know if I’m in love with him. It scares me because he says he’s in love with me…I want to be in love with him back, i really do. but i dont want to lie to myself, or him. they say when you’re in love, you’ll just KNOW. But I don’t just know. does that mean I’m not? I dont know why im saying all this it just hit me last night I got all paranoid & it’s been bothering me ever since. Maybe he only likes/loves me cause I’m hot/attractive/beautiful or whatever. He always calls me beautiful. does he mean it? yes, but what scares me is why does he say it? is he just after me for my looks? but i really don’t think he is, & i don’t want to believe he is, because he’s best friends with my two best guy friends, they’re like brothers to me… they’d protect me if he was just using me… right?
why do i have all of these doubts? i thought this was supposed to be easy…
maybe we’re moving too fast. maybe it’s just intimidating because this has never happened to me before. our relationship seems to progress in jumps. first he asked me out, then he held my hand, then he told me he loved me, then he kissed me….we’ve been going out for 3 weeks. is that too fast or is it just fast for me cause I’ve never had a serious relationship before & now i am?
i love him so so so much.
i think im just afraid to be in love with him, because no one has ever had this effect on me. I don’t ever want to lose it.
but at the same time, i’m afraid to not be in love with him…



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