I'm doing 43 things
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6 months ago
yesterday my boyfriend taught me how to play seven nation army by the white stripes :D
girlbytheriver's Life List
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1. weigh 110 pounds
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2. smile more
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3. Be less shy
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4. procrastinate less
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5. become an optimist
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6. Go snowboarding for an entire season
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7. establish an absolutely amazing closet
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8. watch Discovery Channel
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9. list 50 things I love about me
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10. Make this year the best yet
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11. To live instead of exist
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12. have better posture
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13. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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14. Get my lip pierced
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15. read a kurt vonnegut book
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16. Never grow up.
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17. take one photograph each day as a way to document my life.
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18. Learn to juggle
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19. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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20. become better at small-talk
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21. Create a photoblog.
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22. become a certified lifeguard
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23. learn how to graffiti
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24. Become a vegetarian
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25. travel the world
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26. reduce my environmental footprint
1 cheer475 people -
27. learn parkour
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28. Learn to play the guitar
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29. Make an independent film
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30. learn how to drive stick-shift
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31. see the northern lights
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32. learn to raise one eyebrow
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33. Take my mom to Paris
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34. learn to pick a lock
1 entry355 people -
35. organize a heist
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36. find love. real love --- ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without each other love!
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37. become bilingual
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38. see cirque du soleil while tripping
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39. read harry potter 7
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40. write down 100 happy thoughts to remind me of how good life is.
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41. stop saying like
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42. Learn to control the volume of my voice
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43. do 100 things I have never done
8 people
Recent entries
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7 months ago
Im scared. I dont know whether to check this or not. He loves me & i love him, there’s no doubt about it. I love him so much. but I don’t know if I’m in love with him. It scares me because he says he’s in love with me…I want to be in love with him back, i really do. but i dont want to lie to myself, or him. they say when you’re in love, you’ll just KNOW. But I don’t just know. does that mean I’m not? I dont know why im saying all this it just hit me last night I got all paranoid & it’s been bothering me ever since. Maybe he only likes/loves me cause I’m hot/attractive/beautiful or whatever. He always calls me beautiful. does he mean it? yes, but what scares me is why does he say it? is he just after me for my looks? but i really don’t think he is, & i don’t want to believe he is, because he’s best friends with my two best guy friends, they’re like brothers to me… they’d protect me if he was just using me… right?
why do i have all of these doubts? i thought this was supposed to be easy…
maybe we’re moving too fast. maybe it’s just intimidating because this has never happened to me before. our relationship seems to progress in jumps. first he asked me out, then he held my hand, then he told me he loved me, then he kissed me….we’ve been going out for 3 weeks. is that too fast or is it just fast for me cause I’ve never had a serious relationship before & now i am?
i love him so so so much.
i think im just afraid to be in love with him, because no one has ever had this effect on me. I don’t ever want to lose it.
but at the same time, i’m afraid to not be in love with him…
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7 months ago
yesterday my friend asked me if i found out my whole life up to this point had been a dream, none of it was real, would I want to stay in the dream forever, or would I want to wake up, having no knowledge of what my ‘real’ life was like. I didn’t even hesitate. I would stay in this dream. for the first time in a long time i feel like things are going exactly the way they should be . I’m feeling optimistic. thanks to the people around me who manage to stay strong in the worst situations. i draw my strength & inspiration from them every day.
