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Recently I got accepted into another acting school and I was planning on going but eventually turned it down and decided to go to Moorpark Community College.
I don’t really know how to feel about this anymore and its actually getting to a point where its starting to scare me.
Its soon going to be a year since I’ve been in an acting class and after getting past the point of going out of my mind, I’m starting to feel a lot less passionate. I remember acting was all I talked about my whole life and although I feel like I should still give it a chance, there is this whole other voice in my head that is confused and doesn’t know what to see in my future.
One side says i should go to this acting school in Studio City and there is this other part that wants to go to Moorpark College and work on building a resume for any agents in the future.
I’m trying so hard not to see my age as a ticking clock considering making it as an actor is easier in your twenties then when you hit your thirties and I don’t want to waste all of the twenties studying.
When it comes to the confusion, I feel I should pursue something else. The problem is I don’t know what else to pursue plus there is that feeling that I’m betraying myself and my childhood dream.
