Ok, so I’m now going to college. I started in April and I haven’t given it up, so.. Good for me! haha I know this is no big merit for a lot of people, but, as I’m still struggling with depression, it is for me.
I have yet to sit for final exams on December and maybe February, and it’s a lot of work, but I hope I manage at last. I may not be doing my best, but I’m doing the best I can at the moment… so we’ll see. I’ll try to try harder, lol…
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1. Go to college
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2. be skinny
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3. use my intelligence
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4. Drive
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5. go to London
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6. Beat my writer's block
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7. Continue studying Chinese
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8. pass CPE ... with an A
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9. Learn to meditate
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10. learn to play the guitar
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11. Learn to cook
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12. Read Shakespeare
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13. quit caring for those who don't care about me
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14. Make my own clothes
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15. take up the bar method
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16. grow my hair down to my hips
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17. visit Newport
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18. overcome depression
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19. Take up dancing again
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20. be more daring & spontaneous
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21. Raise a healthy, loving family
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22. live in New York City
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23. Walk on the Great Wall of China
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24. quit smoking
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25. pass the 5 subjects I'm currently taking
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26. discover the secret recipe for Milka chocolate and make it at home
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I started college in 2005 and have given it up. I now want to go back and have to study during the summer to sit for 3 exams or I’ll be left out. Honestly, I can’t find the will power to sit and study. I’m scared that this might be another year of procastination. I feel like a complete loser. I wish I could be strong for this now.


