glitterizedgoddess

I'm doing 15 things

2010 resolutions

I've done 1 thing

glitterizedgoddess's Life List

1. live
1,883 people
2. Kiss in the rain
14,625 people
3. feel pain
1 entry 6 people
4. do things that scare me
56 people
5. meet someone who changes my life completely
2 people
6. get married
18,626 people
7. live simply
3,260 people
8. be unforgettable
194 people
9. change someones life
1,320 people
10. get through this
7 people
11. fly
1,885 people
12. write anonymous, loving post-its for strangers to find
867 people
13. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
18,611 people
14. smile like I mean it
52 people
15. let go of everything
4 people

Recent entries

Nothing 23 months ago

There’s nothing there, nothing at all. I can’t feel pain, however much I try. You might think it’s a good thing, but not feeling pain results in not being able to feel anything. I try so hard to feel something, something big, huge, but it doesn’t come. I want to be overwhelmed by feeling, but I never am. I feel things in small doses that just leave me wanting more. I need to feel something and pain is the easiest one to experiment with.

Dec 14, 2007, 10:16AM PST | 0 comments