gmingfreak13

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Random things that influenced me in my life 13 months ago

1. Devin
2. Guitar
3. Drums
4. Trumpet
5. Piano
6. Soccer
7. Baseball
8. School Band
9. They call this tragedy
10. The Dead Dream Forever
11. Dj jobs with my dad
12. Computer Programming
13. Yu-Gi-Oh (6th grade lol)
14. Smash Bros.
15. Mario
16. Video games in general
17. Wendy’s
18. Westlake Music
19. Acrobatics
20. Karate
21. Judo
22. Push ups
23. Tae-Kwon-Do
24. Church band
25. Love
26. A lost love
27. Depression
28. My dad
29. My living family
30. Friends
31. Best friends
32. mack
33. Alex
34. Tk
35. Susan
36. Casey
37. All the rest of my friends
38. Dogs (irish, andy, and now piper)
39. Downtown music
40. nashville

Over the course of my life, I’ve experienced much.

The loss of my father to cancer, the loss of my best friend and my true love, Devin. My ascension into the world of music with guitar, trumpet, piano, and drums.

I’ve gained a lot, and lost most of it, but i’m still moving on.

I want to experience new things, smell new smells, be happy about a new joy, be sad about another bad event.

I know there will be more ups, and a whole lot more downs, but i’ll be ok, i’ll always be ok.



Become a songwriter
On my way 13 months ago

I help write songs for my band, and I’m getting pretty good at melodic riffs and stuff.

But I want to get into lyrics, that’s the hard part.

I kinda want lyrics that can do anything from make people laugh, to make them think about the path their lives are on. Have it both serious and… well, not.

I’ve set my sights on going to berklee for a double major, performance and songwriting. I know thats five more years of school but its worth it.



get my life back (read all 2 entries…)
Ive decided 13 months ago

Basically I just dont give a damn anymore.

She isn’t running my life, I am.

I mean, i love her and all, but she’ll never need me as much as i need her.

So i have to move past, and if things work out, then so be it, if they dont, then oh well.

I’m going back to MY church, the one i brought you to.

And i’m going to start running MY life MY way.

I’ve been nice to everyone, even though they’re being horrible to me.

I could ruin all of your lives, but I choose not to.

But now, i’m going to be happy, and i will ignore you.

If you want to talk to me, go right ahead, i welcome it.

Like the message I sent mack, “I might not like you at this general momment, but I’ll be here if you need me.”



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